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When something begins,

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you generally have no idea
how it's going to end.

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The house you were going to sell
becomes your home.

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The roommates you were forced to take in
become your family.

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And the one-night stand
you were determined to forget

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becomes the love of your life.

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- Hey. How long have you been up?
- All night.

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I was trying to figure out how to get
the tumour out of Izzie's brain.

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- Then why are you smiling?
- 'Cause I figured out how to do it.

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Once Izzie's in the clear,
we go to the Bahamas,

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and have our wedding on the beach.
The One & Only Beach Club.

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You're gonna actually have drinks
during the ceremony.

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Sure you're OK to be up and around?

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Yes. I have good days and bad days.

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Plus, I don't want to spend our entire
honeymoon in a hospital bed.

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- This is not our honeymoon.
- It totally is.

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- I want you to meet my friends.
- I know all your friends.

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You know all my doctor friends.

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I'm a patient now.
You gotta meet my patient friends.

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And they are gonna love my new husband.

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- Don't make a big deal.
- I'm not gonna make a big deal.

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I'm a bride!

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Iz, come on. I'm getting her a real one.

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I love this one.
That makes it a real one.

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OK. Everybody, this is Alex. My husband.

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Husband, this is Austin, Star,
Meg, Miguel and Alison.

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Can you turn him around
so we can see the butt?

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- Yes. Alex?
- Are you kidding me?

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A big trauma just came in. That's...

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- That's quality booty.
- Right?

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- Congratulations, Izzie.
- Thank you.

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So I had a good session
with my shrink this morning.

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Did you talk to her about your mom?

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Have you seen your mom yet?

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'Cause she lives a few miles away,
and she thinks you're in Iraq.

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- I am planning to see her.
- When?

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- Dr. Hunt? I'm not on trauma today?
- Follow me, O'Malley.

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Lieutenant Lowell, I'm Dr. Hunt,
we spoke on the phone.

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Major Hunt, it's good to finally meet
you. My CO's told me a lot about you.

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You shouldn't believe anything
Steve Mason tells you.

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This is Dr. O'Malley,
you've met Dr. Torres.

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I'm looking at Charlie's scans,
but not finding anything

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- functionally wrong with the leg.
- Except I can't walk or run or move

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without serious pain.
I've tried everything.

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Medications, physical therapy,
nothing works.

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- Which could indicate nerve damage.
- Or chronic pain syndrome.

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And we can look into pain management,
but surgically,

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I'm afraid there's nothing I can do.

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Actually, there is.

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You could cut it off.

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You can cut it off,

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replace it with a prosthetic leg so I
can get back to Iraq, where I'm needed.

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- Did you know why he was here?
- No.

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- Is it such an unreasonable request?
- Unreasonable?

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- Cutting off a limb is dismemberment.
- That kid made lieutenant at 19,

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- spending his life in the military.
- They'll take him back with one leg?

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There have been amputees who've
returned to duty with prosthetics.

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- Voluntary amputees?
- I don't know.

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I have to turn this kid away? His CO
sent him here because he trusts me.

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We could get another set of scans
and then try an epidural for the pain.

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Dr. Torres?

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Fine. Do an MRI and an epidural.
I'll take a look at the scans,

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but if the leg is healthy,
I'm not cutting it off.

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- Dr. Bailey, you busy today?
- That depends.

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You got any dying children you
want me to become overly attached to

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- before they expire?
- I have an eight-year-old

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neuroblastoma patient
and he's gonna live. I feel it.

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- So scrub in with me and see the joy.
- Dr. Bailey, may I borrow you?

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- Who is Santa Claus?
- An old, white man

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who lives at the North Pole and enters
people's homes inappropriately?

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No.

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I'm Santa Claus.

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All systems ready.

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Oh, no, you did not!

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Oh, yes, I did.
The Da Vinci S-I HD Surgical System.

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Tell me you didn't wait until I'd all
but left the general surgery programme

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- to buy the Da Vinci.
- Care to take it out for a spin?

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Santa!

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Hey. I was thinking, you know,
with Derek and Meredith getting married,

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they probably don't want us hanging out
in the attic much longer.

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So I was thinking
I'd start looking for a condo.

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Perfect. Then you'd finally have
a place of your own.

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Actually, I was, you know,
thinking maybe you'd...

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- ...you'd come with me.
- Absolutely. I'd love to see it.

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I am so happy for you.

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How much of that did you hear?

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The part where you asked her to move in
with you or where she shot you down?

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I was here for both. And, by the way,

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it's just way too early for you
to be moving in with Lexie.

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- You don't have to do everything I do.
- This is not about you.

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I have my own future to think about.
Life is short.

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- Look at what's going on with Stevens.
- Don't worry about Stevens.

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I got a plan.

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- You want to remove her hippocampus?
- One of them. It's a common procedure.

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Removing her hippocampus could
compromise her memory, her speech.

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She wouldn't be able
to practise medicine.

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- I've performed this hundreds of times.
- On cancer patients?

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- No but it's...
- If you do it, I could lose my memory?

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It's unlikely, but it's possible.

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- And if you don't do the surgery...
- We could shrink the tumour with IL2.

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- If the tumour doesn't kill me first.
- Why take the chance?

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- Have you done a Wada test?
- Putting her brain to sleep and asking

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her to remember flash cards
is not an accurate...

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But it would tell us whether or not
she could function after.

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- As her physician...
- I'll do it. It's unnecessary.

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- The surgery is unnecessary.
- She's having hallucinations.

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Nice ring.

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Alex outdid himself.

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We're gonna have beautiful kids,
don't you think?

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- Is four too many?
- Four is perfect.

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Ideally, it would be
two boys and two girls.

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One of which
will definitely be a tomboy.

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And I should have them close together,
though that might be stupid.

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- Why wait?
- Exactly.

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That way, if I'm not able
to practise medicine anymore...

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- You won't want to.
- You don't think?

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- Do you?
- I'm asking you.

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Why do you keep agreeing
with everything I say?

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Because I am you. I'm your tumour.

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You're talking to yourself.

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- Right.
- At least until you have surgery.

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If you have surgery.
Are you gonna have surgery?

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If Derek cuts the tumour out,
I could lose my memory.

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And if he doesn't, I could die.
I don't know what to do.

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- Alex, tell me what to do.
- I can't tell you what to do.

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Of course. You're my husband. That's
what husbands do. They stomp around

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telling their wives what to do.
It's your job.

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- My job is to support you.
- I don't know what I want to do.

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That's why I'm asking you.

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OK, I have an idea.
Let's put it to a vote.

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- All in favour of the surgery.
- We're not voting. No one's voting.

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- Opposed?
- I'm opposed.

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- To voting.
- Just decide for me. Please?

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You don't have to know right now.
Think about it.

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I don't have time.

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Captain Mason told me you saved his life
four times in the field.

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A couple in the canteen,
but don't tell Mace I told you that.

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So you think I'll get to go back?

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Are you sure you want to? I mean,
why do you want to cut off your leg

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just to go back to the war?
Don't you have family?

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You know what it's like to have family
who don't know you, don't get you,

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- maybe don't even like you?
- Yeah, actually, I have brothers.

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Me too.

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So there's that family,
the guys I grew up with,

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and we've got nothing in common.
And then there's my guys in Iraq.

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My real family.

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Whatever we got into,
we were in it together.

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But here, I'm alone. I'm nobody.

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And I've tried. I've tried fitting in
here. I've tried being a regular person.

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I've tried getting a job,
but there aren't any.

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There are a lot of things I wanted to be
in my life, things I wanted to do.

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But none of 'em's here.

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This is Alison Clark. She was
referred to me two years ago.

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- Mets in her brain, liver, kidney.
- She ended up having five surgeries

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and extensive chemo, which worked.

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But then...

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- The mets came back.
- That's when I started her IL2 therapy.

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And now, after three treatments
in as many months...

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- The mets are gone?
- The mets are gone.

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Dr. Stevens should be patient.
She should give her therapies a chance.

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As surgeons, we like to cut.
But sometimes there's a better way.

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Let me retract that small bowel
so you'll have better visualisation.

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You know what, chief?
Thanks to Leo, you don't have to.

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- Leo?
- Leonardo. Da Vinci.

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Watch this. See?

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Five hundred and forty degrees
of wristed movement.

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- Can't do that with a laparoscope.
- Or in open surgery.

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Feels pretty good, doesn't it?

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Dr. Bailey?
Are you making lightsabre noises?

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Not anymore, sir.

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You know, Dr. Chalikonda
at Cleveland Clinic is doing

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single-incision gallbladder removal
through the belly button.

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We can try that on the next one.

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- If you're up to it.
- Don't tease me, sir.

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I'm not. Why should Dr. Chalikonda
have all the fun?

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It's impressive, but it took
two years to get these results.

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- These were three months apart.
- Izzie may not have three months.

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That tumour could start bleeding
in three days. Or three seconds.

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- Since when are you not about cutting?
- It may not be in the best interest.

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Derek's not acting
in Izzie's best interests?

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They're ready for us in radiology.

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- OK, Iz, I'm going to show you...
- ...a series of images you want me

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to try to remember once Derek puts
the right side of my brain to sleep.

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- Hit me. Show me what you got.
- OK.

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Is that a schnauzer or a Scottie?
How specific do I need to be?

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Dog is fine.

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- It's either a 727 or a 747.
- Plane.

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- A two-storey Victorian mansion.
- We would also accept the word house.

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Schnauzer, 747, mansion,
schnauzer, 747, mansion.

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Or dog, plane, house.

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I'm putting the right hemisphere
of your brain to sleep now, OK?

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Dog, plane, house, dog, plane, house...

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Dog, plane, house, dog, plane, house...

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OK. And now we wait for the
brain activity in that area to stop.

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Dog, plane, house, dog, plane...

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OK, Iz, are you gonna tell me
what you saw?

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Show her the cards.

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What's this?

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Dog. Can you say "dog"?

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- What's my name?
- Just stick to the cards, Meredith.

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Meredith.

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You know my name.
You can say my name.

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- This is what I was afraid of.
- OK. Who's Alex?

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Iz, you don't have to speak.
Just nod your head for me

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if you know who Alex Karev is.

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The test impaired your memory to such
a degree that I strongly recommend

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- you don't have the surgery.
- Izzie, it was the worst-case scenario.

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- It has nothing to do with the surgery.
- We don't know that.

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I do know that not operating
is every bit as risky, if not more so.

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But it's up to you.

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- What do you think?
- I think he's talking to you, not me.

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- I'll leave you two alone to discuss.
- I'll come with you.

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- I have a couple of questions.
- Alex.

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Think about what you want to do
for a second. I'll be right back.

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You are not having the surgery.

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I need you to not talk medicine to me.
Talk to me like I'm your friend,

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like I'm the guy whose cereal you eat
in the morning, and tell me what to do.

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- Karev...
- Please.

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- Karev, I can't tell you what to do.
- What if it was Meredith?

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What would you do if you had to choose

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between spending a few more months
with Meredith knowing she was gonna die,

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watching her hurt, watching her sick...

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...or spending the rest of your life
with someone who looked like Meredith,

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00:16:06,632 --> 00:16:07,758
but wasn't her anymore.

225
00:16:08,926 --> 00:16:12,555
She's the one good thing that ever
happened to me. The one good thing.

226
00:16:13,347 --> 00:16:16,392
So I need to know what to do.
I need you to tell me,

227
00:16:16,476 --> 00:16:18,269
what if it was Meredith?

228
00:16:21,355 --> 00:16:23,691
I would ask her to have the surgery.

229
00:16:27,737 --> 00:16:31,949
You couldn't remember anything.
You didn't know my name.

230
00:16:32,033 --> 00:16:35,786
You didn't know who Derek was,
you didn't know who Alex was.

231
00:16:35,870 --> 00:16:39,290
- You couldn't remember how to speak.
- Why don't I remember this?

232
00:16:39,373 --> 00:16:42,919
The tumour is sitting right in the
middle of everything that makes you you.

233
00:16:43,836 --> 00:16:48,466
I was standing there talking to you
exactly like I am now,

234
00:16:48,549 --> 00:16:52,970
only you weren't there.
You weren't you.

235
00:16:53,054 --> 00:16:54,931
You were gone.

236
00:16:56,265 --> 00:16:59,519
- So what do I do?
- Swender has a patient,

237
00:16:59,602 --> 00:17:03,189
female, 22 years old,
metastatic melanoma.

238
00:17:03,272 --> 00:17:06,025
- Alison Clark?
- After three months of IL2,

239
00:17:06,108 --> 00:17:08,236
her mets were gone. All of them.

240
00:17:10,238 --> 00:17:12,406
You're not having this surgery.

241
00:17:15,868 --> 00:17:18,871
Don't do it. That's my vote.

242
00:17:18,955 --> 00:17:23,292
Don't have the surgery.
I didn't. I freakin' hate surgery.

243
00:17:25,294 --> 00:17:28,422
I'm hallucinating, Alison.

244
00:17:28,506 --> 00:17:30,967
I have really long conversations
with dead people,

245
00:17:31,050 --> 00:17:33,219
and I see things that aren't...

246
00:17:34,303 --> 00:17:39,892
Right now, I'm pretty certain there
aren't birds flying over your head,

247
00:17:39,976 --> 00:17:42,645
because this is a hospital
and that would be weird,

248
00:17:42,728 --> 00:17:46,524
but that's what I'm seeing.
I have a brain tumour.

249
00:17:46,607 --> 00:17:49,026
Am I really not gonna
let them cut it out?

250
00:17:49,110 --> 00:17:51,779
I didn't let them cut out mine.

251
00:17:51,862 --> 00:17:56,409
It's like, OK,
one minute I'm this college kid,

252
00:17:56,492 --> 00:18:00,496
rowing crew and being an idiot
and forgetting my sunscreen

253
00:18:00,580 --> 00:18:03,499
and thinking it doesn't matter
because I'm me,

254
00:18:03,583 --> 00:18:06,335
and life has worked out
pretty well for me.

255
00:18:06,419 --> 00:18:10,673
And then, the next minute they're
cutting into my body every other week.

256
00:18:12,008 --> 00:18:14,176
I had 15 surgeries.

257
00:18:15,094 --> 00:18:18,180
And then I said enough.

258
00:18:19,015 --> 00:18:23,436
Forget it.
I'll row crew in heaven, or whatever.

259
00:18:24,729 --> 00:18:29,609
And then the IL2 worked. It worked.

260
00:18:29,692 --> 00:18:34,447
I come here every three weeks,
I get my medicine, and...

261
00:18:34,989 --> 00:18:37,366
...I don't have a brain tumour anymore.

262
00:18:42,413 --> 00:18:45,750
Charlie, if we admit you,
if we do what you're asking us to do,

263
00:18:45,833 --> 00:18:50,129
the pain in your leg, there's no way
of knowing if amputation will cure it.

264
00:18:50,212 --> 00:18:52,048
- But it might.
- Yes, it might.

265
00:18:52,131 --> 00:18:54,967
- And once I get the prosthetic...
- It will be months

266
00:18:55,051 --> 00:18:57,553
before I can even begin
fitting you with a prosthetic.

267
00:18:57,637 --> 00:19:00,014
Which won't feel anything
like a new leg, by the way.

268
00:19:00,097 --> 00:19:03,142
It'll feel like five pounds
of metal that hurts and pinches.

269
00:19:03,225 --> 00:19:06,270
And what if the Army says no,
what if they don't take you back?

270
00:19:06,354 --> 00:19:09,315
- They will. Chances are...
- You really want to take that chance?

271
00:19:09,398 --> 00:19:12,443
You're asking me
to remove one of your limbs.

272
00:19:12,526 --> 00:19:15,946
You think I don't know that, you think
I want to cut my leg off? Of course not.

273
00:19:16,030 --> 00:19:20,284
Am I sure about this? No. The only thing
I'm sure about is I'm in hell right now.

274
00:19:20,368 --> 00:19:22,370
That I'm sure of.

275
00:19:23,287 --> 00:19:27,083
I've lost everything. Everything I've
worked for, everything I care about,

276
00:19:27,166 --> 00:19:30,670
and I traded it in for a six-times-a-day
pain pill habit that doesn't work.

277
00:19:30,753 --> 00:19:36,175
So don't waste both our time trying to
scare me, because you don't scare me.

278
00:19:36,258 --> 00:19:39,512
After everything I've been through,
nothing scares me.

279
00:19:43,391 --> 00:19:45,351
So are we gonna do this or not?

280
00:19:50,356 --> 00:19:54,527
Dr. Robbins, Dr. Bailey
just performed Seattle Grace's

281
00:19:54,610 --> 00:19:56,987
first single-incision
gallbladder removal.

282
00:19:57,530 --> 00:20:00,199
- Wow! Cool!
- Through the patient's belly button.

283
00:20:00,282 --> 00:20:03,536
- And now it's kind of creepy.
- No, you should've seen it.

284
00:20:03,619 --> 00:20:06,038
No scars, no bleeding,
and about half the time

285
00:20:06,122 --> 00:20:09,375
- it would've taken laparascopically.
- You want to do one after lunch?

286
00:20:09,458 --> 00:20:11,544
- I've got another colon.
- You don't mind?

287
00:20:12,169 --> 00:20:15,715
So I guess I'm on my own
for this afternoon?

288
00:20:15,798 --> 00:20:19,218
My neuroblastoma?
No, don't worry. You don't have to.

289
00:20:19,301 --> 00:20:22,430
You'll have the rest of your life
to do neuroblastomas.

290
00:20:22,513 --> 00:20:25,349
- Then I'll see you after lunch, sir.
- OK.

291
00:20:27,309 --> 00:20:30,479
- Chief?
- Yes, Dr. Robbins?

292
00:20:33,274 --> 00:20:37,236
- Chief...
- Did you want to tell me something?

293
00:20:37,319 --> 00:20:42,742
I am going to cry. I just want you to
know that I know it's going to happen,

294
00:20:42,825 --> 00:20:45,411
and I just want you to ignore it.

295
00:20:45,494 --> 00:20:49,290
And I'm not crying because I'm upset.
It's just what happens when I get mad

296
00:20:49,373 --> 00:20:51,584
- at people of authority.
- You're mad at me?

297
00:20:52,918 --> 00:20:56,922
I am mad at you. And I'm crying
because you're the boss, my boss,

298
00:20:57,006 --> 00:21:00,426
which brings up issues with authority
and my dad, who you remind me of.

299
00:21:00,509 --> 00:21:03,596
Not that you're old. But you
command respect. People respect you.

300
00:21:03,679 --> 00:21:07,016
I mean, I know I do. I know Bailey does.
Which is why I am mad.

301
00:21:07,099 --> 00:21:10,936
Because it's wrong, sir,
it's wrong and mean

302
00:21:11,020 --> 00:21:14,648
to use a robot to lure Bailey back to
general surgery. I don't have a robot.

303
00:21:14,732 --> 00:21:18,611
All I have are little kids.
They're not as fun as a robot.

304
00:21:18,694 --> 00:21:22,114
And they're not shiny
and new and silver,

305
00:21:22,198 --> 00:21:25,618
and they don't have things coming out
of their belly buttons but...

306
00:21:25,701 --> 00:21:28,287
I will fight you. And I will win.

307
00:21:28,871 --> 00:21:33,167
- Sir.
- You think you can fight me and win?

308
00:21:34,627 --> 00:21:39,089
- Yes.
- Good luck.

309
00:21:40,132 --> 00:21:44,970
Because I have something you don't have.
I have joy! Sir.

310
00:21:49,308 --> 00:21:53,270
Dr. Toretto, pathology.
Dr. Toretto, pathology.

311
00:21:55,231 --> 00:21:58,818
- What's going on?
- We're going over Izzie's IL2 schedule.

312
00:21:58,901 --> 00:22:00,152
For after the surgery?

313
00:22:06,575 --> 00:22:08,619
I decided not to have the surgery.

314
00:22:09,745 --> 00:22:13,290
- What?
- Maybe we should come back.

315
00:22:13,374 --> 00:22:14,542
Dr. Yang.

316
00:22:19,421 --> 00:22:21,131
- You're having the surgery.
- What?

317
00:22:21,215 --> 00:22:23,634
- Shepherd said this is your last shot.
- But I just...

318
00:22:23,717 --> 00:22:26,679
I am your husband,
I say that you are having the surgery!

319
00:22:27,346 --> 00:22:29,515
What happened to,
"This is your decision..."

320
00:22:29,598 --> 00:22:32,226
That was when I thought
you were gonna make the right one!

321
00:22:32,309 --> 00:22:35,980
You chose wrong, so you don't make this
decision on your own, you married me!

322
00:22:36,438 --> 00:22:39,775
It's not just your life at stake
anymore! It's my life, too!

323
00:22:39,859 --> 00:22:41,360
My life with you!

324
00:22:42,778 --> 00:22:46,699
You can tell Swender whatever you want,
but I'm telling Shepherd, and you,

325
00:22:46,782 --> 00:22:48,951
you are having the surgery!

326
00:23:05,634 --> 00:23:08,929
She may be your friend, but that doesn't
give you the right to talk her out

327
00:23:09,013 --> 00:23:12,141
of a surgery you know nothing about.
You're Swender's resident.

328
00:23:12,224 --> 00:23:15,769
What you did was inappropriate, it is
unprofessional. You crossed a line!

329
00:23:15,853 --> 00:23:19,815
No, she didn't. I did. I'm the one who
convinced Izzie not to have surgery.

330
00:23:19,899 --> 00:23:21,942
I'm the one you should be
yelling at right now.

331
00:23:26,447 --> 00:23:28,824
Well, I'm gonna go now.

332
00:23:30,159 --> 00:23:33,621
Unless you wanna apologise... OK.

333
00:23:38,834 --> 00:23:42,171
My mother disappeared
right in front of me.

334
00:23:42,254 --> 00:23:45,758
Everything she had, everything she was,
her dignity, her memory.

335
00:23:45,841 --> 00:23:49,428
- In the end, she wasn't even my mother.
- Izzie is not your mother.

336
00:23:49,511 --> 00:23:53,182
She doesn't have an untreatable
brain condition. She has a tumour.

337
00:23:53,265 --> 00:23:56,226
And it can be treated.
Don't make this personal.

338
00:23:56,310 --> 00:23:59,063
- I wasn't.
- You went to Izzie, as her friend,

339
00:23:59,146 --> 00:24:02,983
and you made up her mind for her. As my
resident, go back there and change it.

340
00:24:03,067 --> 00:24:05,819
Because this tumour will kill her.

341
00:24:10,824 --> 00:24:12,618
Quick consult, Dr. Yang?

342
00:24:15,371 --> 00:24:16,747
What are you doing?

343
00:24:19,667 --> 00:24:23,462
The reason I haven't told my mother
I'm back is part of me is still there.

344
00:24:23,545 --> 00:24:26,090
I made a commitment to the Army
I wasn't able to fulfil.

345
00:24:26,173 --> 00:24:31,762
If my unit hadn't been destroyed, I'd be
there. No wonder I can't sleep at night,

346
00:24:31,845 --> 00:24:34,807
or look my mother in the eye.
You and I can't move forward.

347
00:24:34,890 --> 00:24:39,853
My work there isn't done. And until
it is, I have no business being here.

348
00:24:42,564 --> 00:24:45,776
So... I've decided to go back.

349
00:24:47,653 --> 00:24:49,488
I have to go.

350
00:24:50,072 --> 00:24:52,950
- Cristina, come on.
- What? What am I supposed to say?

351
00:24:54,034 --> 00:24:58,747
- I could use your support.
- You don't have it.

352
00:25:06,088 --> 00:25:10,342
Dr. Torres? Dr. O'Malley?

353
00:25:10,426 --> 00:25:13,345
I just wanted to apologise.

354
00:25:13,429 --> 00:25:15,097
- It's OK.
- You don't have to.

355
00:25:15,180 --> 00:25:19,852
I do. 'Cause you were trying
to do your job in there,

356
00:25:19,935 --> 00:25:23,689
your job is to put people back together,
not take 'em apart. I get that.

357
00:25:25,441 --> 00:25:28,694
I know it doesn't make sense to you
that I want to go back to a place

358
00:25:28,777 --> 00:25:30,529
where people get hurt and die,

359
00:25:30,612 --> 00:25:34,491
but we're there
because we're trying to help people.

360
00:25:34,575 --> 00:25:38,662
Save people. The same as you.
It's my job. It's who I am. It's...

361
00:25:40,622 --> 00:25:44,460
If something happened and suddenly
you couldn't be a doctor anymore,

362
00:25:44,543 --> 00:25:47,337
if someone told you
you couldn't do it anymore,

363
00:25:47,421 --> 00:25:51,216
wouldn't you wanna do everything you
could possibly do to be a doctor again?

364
00:25:56,472 --> 00:26:01,226
We haven't even been married 24 hours,
and we've already had our first fight.

365
00:26:01,310 --> 00:26:05,272
That's a good sign.
Fighting leads to good make-up sex.

366
00:26:07,983 --> 00:26:11,028
Are you watching birds fly
around my head again?

367
00:26:11,111 --> 00:26:13,489
Am I, like,
totally Snow White right now?

368
00:26:15,491 --> 00:26:19,203
- I just don't want to hurt him.
- He'll come around.

369
00:26:19,286 --> 00:26:22,873
It might take a while,
but once that tumour disappears,

370
00:26:22,956 --> 00:26:27,252
once you're back at work cutting open
other people, he'll come around.

371
00:26:31,006 --> 00:26:33,217
Is it hummingbirds at least?

372
00:26:34,968 --> 00:26:37,346
I really like hummingbirds.

373
00:26:42,768 --> 00:26:45,270
- We need to go talk to Izzie.
- We are not talking Izzie

374
00:26:45,354 --> 00:26:48,607
into having surgery because
your future husband is mad at you.

375
00:26:48,690 --> 00:26:52,111
He has a right to be mad. We didn't talk
Izzie out of the surgery as doctors,

376
00:26:52,194 --> 00:26:55,948
- we did it as her friends.
- Our job as doctors is to present the

377
00:26:56,031 --> 00:26:59,743
options, answer questions and let the
patient decide the course of treatment.

378
00:26:59,827 --> 00:27:03,372
- That's what we did.
- Right. Except I may have

379
00:27:03,455 --> 00:27:07,835
presented her options as, "You're
having this surgery over my dead body."

380
00:27:11,046 --> 00:27:12,339
He has a right to be mad.

381
00:27:14,383 --> 00:27:16,009
- Crap.
- Who is it?

382
00:27:16,093 --> 00:27:17,219
Come on.

383
00:27:19,138 --> 00:27:20,764
- Izzie, what...?
- What happened?

384
00:27:20,848 --> 00:27:23,433
- I don't know. Where's Swender!
- Izzie, let me take over.

385
00:27:23,517 --> 00:27:25,435
Yeah, Izzie, come sit down.

386
00:27:37,781 --> 00:27:40,951
- The vessels and nerves are separated.
- Skin flap is done.

387
00:27:41,034 --> 00:27:45,539
Remind me again why I'm doing this.
Someone remind me again.

388
00:27:49,376 --> 00:27:53,755
You don't know what's gonna happen to
this kid, how many fights he could win,

389
00:27:53,839 --> 00:27:56,717
how many lives he could save.

390
00:27:58,385 --> 00:28:02,848
If you don't do this,
he's never gonna get the chance.

391
00:28:02,931 --> 00:28:06,977
We're not doing harm. We're not
hurting him. We're saving him.

392
00:28:07,060 --> 00:28:08,729
We're doing what he wants.

393
00:28:10,856 --> 00:28:12,608
It's what he wants.

394
00:28:38,050 --> 00:28:40,302
- BP's still dropping.
- We need more blood.

395
00:28:40,385 --> 00:28:42,888
- We need to move faster.
- OK, I'm done. I'm at the end.

396
00:28:42,971 --> 00:28:46,558
- I didn't see any bowel perforation.
- It's there somewhere. Run it again.

397
00:28:46,642 --> 00:28:48,477
- Dr...
- Run it again.

398
00:28:50,562 --> 00:28:52,231
Yes, ma'am.

399
00:28:53,649 --> 00:28:55,317
So much for IL2.

400
00:28:57,152 --> 00:28:58,862
You think this is my fault?

401
00:28:59,863 --> 00:29:03,408
- You think I did this to her?
- No, ma'am.

402
00:29:03,492 --> 00:29:08,538
There is no cure for cancer, Dr. Yang.
There's only us, the two of us,

403
00:29:08,622 --> 00:29:12,501
right here, fighting this thing
as aggressively as we know how.

404
00:29:12,584 --> 00:29:16,421
And sometimes that means pumping toxins
into the patient to kill the cancer.

405
00:29:16,505 --> 00:29:22,135
And, yes, sometimes, not very often,
those toxins kill the patient as well.

406
00:29:23,220 --> 00:29:26,431
But Alison had three months to live
when she first came to see me,

407
00:29:26,515 --> 00:29:29,017
and I have managed
to keep her alive for two years.

408
00:29:29,977 --> 00:29:34,940
So I am not about to give up on her,
or the IL2, anytime soon,

409
00:29:35,023 --> 00:29:36,692
and neither are you.

410
00:29:45,284 --> 00:29:50,247
I wasn't asking you to see the condo.
I was asking you to move in with me.

411
00:29:52,124 --> 00:29:54,710
If that's what you want.

412
00:29:56,420 --> 00:29:58,338
- I do.
- You do?

413
00:29:58,422 --> 00:30:02,634
- Yeah. Not right away.
- No, of course not. In like...

414
00:30:02,718 --> 00:30:05,178
- ...a year. I'm sorry, what, now?
- Ten years.

415
00:30:05,262 --> 00:30:09,641
Well, because I'll still be a resident
for, like, six more years,

416
00:30:09,725 --> 00:30:12,936
and then I'd want to get
my practice up and running, so...

417
00:30:13,603 --> 00:30:15,814
- How about seven?
- How about five years?

418
00:30:15,897 --> 00:30:19,401
- I'll still be a resident.
- So? Stevens and Karev are residents.

419
00:30:19,484 --> 00:30:23,488
Meredith's a resident. Bailey's a
resident. All married, or soon to be.

420
00:30:23,572 --> 00:30:25,907
And happily. Or whatever.

421
00:30:27,701 --> 00:30:32,164
I'm sorry, are you asking me
to marry you?

422
00:30:32,247 --> 00:30:33,415
No!

423
00:30:35,334 --> 00:30:36,835
Why? Would you?

424
00:30:36,918 --> 00:30:40,005
- Should we be having this conversation?
- Probably not.

425
00:30:40,088 --> 00:30:41,798
OK...

426
00:30:41,882 --> 00:30:45,761
- Impressive work today, Dr. Bailey.
- Thank you, sir. It was fun.

427
00:30:45,844 --> 00:30:48,597
Yeah, it was, wasn't it?

428
00:30:56,355 --> 00:31:01,443
- Sounds like you guys had a good day.
- How'd the neuroblastoma kid do?

429
00:31:01,526 --> 00:31:04,988
He was awesome. The surgery was easy,
he's gonna make a full recovery.

430
00:31:05,072 --> 00:31:06,865
That's kinda why I wanted you there.

431
00:31:06,948 --> 00:31:10,702
Because the kids you can save
almost make up for the ones you can't.

432
00:31:10,786 --> 00:31:13,372
Anyways, I'm gonna go monitor
him at post-op,

433
00:31:13,455 --> 00:31:17,834
and then I'll tell his family the
good news. Stop by, come see the joy.

434
00:31:18,168 --> 00:31:20,128
OK.

435
00:31:45,195 --> 00:31:50,242
We had to resect part of her bowel.

436
00:31:50,325 --> 00:31:53,245
Unfortunately, we weren't
able to finish the surgery

437
00:31:53,328 --> 00:31:55,247
because she was too unstable.

438
00:31:56,331 --> 00:32:00,585
Right now, she's on a ventilator
because she can't breathe on her own.

439
00:32:02,963 --> 00:32:05,465
But you'll be able
to finish the surgery, right?

440
00:32:07,676 --> 00:32:10,262
Yes, if she stabilises.

441
00:32:10,345 --> 00:32:12,889
And then she'll be able
to breathe on her own again?

442
00:32:20,063 --> 00:32:23,733
Your daughter's heart stopped
during the surgery,

443
00:32:23,817 --> 00:32:26,236
which means her brain
wasn't getting oxygen.

444
00:32:29,156 --> 00:32:32,200
So it's unlikely she'll
be able to come off a ventilator.

445
00:33:15,202 --> 00:33:16,328
Izzie?

446
00:33:17,370 --> 00:33:20,290
Izzie. Izzie.

447
00:33:21,416 --> 00:33:23,627
- You're paging me. Are you OK?
- No.

448
00:33:23,710 --> 00:33:26,796
I don't know what to do.

449
00:33:26,880 --> 00:33:30,383
I don't know if I should have
the surgery. I'm gonna die either way.

450
00:33:30,467 --> 00:33:31,968
You gotta tell me what to do.

451
00:33:33,094 --> 00:33:35,639
- You know what to do.
- No, I don't.

452
00:33:37,349 --> 00:33:40,602
- I don't.
- Yes, you do.

453
00:33:41,394 --> 00:33:45,732
You're just scared to do it.
All this back and forth, it's just fear.

454
00:33:46,358 --> 00:33:49,736
But... you've already made the decision.

455
00:33:51,988 --> 00:33:55,408
You made it. You made it the second
you decided to fight this thing.

456
00:33:58,453 --> 00:34:01,790
Just look... look where you started.

457
00:34:03,291 --> 00:34:05,126
Look where you are now.

458
00:34:05,961 --> 00:34:10,632
I mean, now you're this
incredible surgeon...

459
00:34:12,384 --> 00:34:14,094
...and teacher.

460
00:34:16,763 --> 00:34:18,515
You're a doer, remember?

461
00:34:26,147 --> 00:34:29,025
You know exactly what you have to do.

462
00:34:38,994 --> 00:34:39,995
Come in.

463
00:34:46,167 --> 00:34:47,752
You can do it.

464
00:34:48,336 --> 00:34:50,714
You can cut into my brain again.

465
00:34:54,009 --> 00:34:55,051
OK.

466
00:34:56,386 --> 00:35:00,432
You can do it, but I don't
want to end up a vegetable.

467
00:35:00,515 --> 00:35:02,475
- Izzie, you won't...
- No, just listen.

468
00:35:03,935 --> 00:35:07,772
I want the surgery right now.
But, if something goes wrong,

469
00:35:07,856 --> 00:35:09,816
I don't want to end up on a ventilator.

470
00:35:12,235 --> 00:35:14,279
So I'm signing a DNR.

471
00:35:26,041 --> 00:35:27,709
- Please.
- Alex...

472
00:35:27,792 --> 00:35:31,421
You went crazy. When Denny signed that
DNR, you went crazy. That what you want?

473
00:35:31,504 --> 00:35:34,549
You want me cutting LVADs? You want
to wreck my career? 'Cause I will.

474
00:35:34,633 --> 00:35:38,845
I will freakin' cut LVADs
before I let you just... Wait! Stop!

475
00:35:39,387 --> 00:35:43,058
You don't get to quit.
You don't get to quit on me.

476
00:35:43,808 --> 00:35:49,064
Please. Tear it up. The DNR. Tear it up!

477
00:35:52,192 --> 00:35:55,654
Where your eyes are supposed to be
right now,

478
00:35:55,737 --> 00:35:58,073
I see white, sandy beaches.

479
00:35:59,366 --> 00:36:03,995
And there's an ocean behind your head
and ghosts wandering in and out.

480
00:36:05,580 --> 00:36:07,791
I can't live like this.

481
00:36:07,874 --> 00:36:10,001
And I can't live...

482
00:36:12,754 --> 00:36:17,092
If something goes wrong in that surgery,
I don't want any extraordinary measures

483
00:36:17,175 --> 00:36:21,680
taken to keep me alive.
It's not what I want.

484
00:36:21,763 --> 00:36:26,685
I went crazy when Denny signed the DNR
because I didn't understand.

485
00:36:26,768 --> 00:36:29,020
I didn't understand, but now I do.

486
00:36:29,104 --> 00:36:32,315
And I need you to understand.

487
00:36:33,358 --> 00:36:37,487
I don't want you to go crazy.
I want you to have a brilliant career.

488
00:36:37,570 --> 00:36:40,740
And I hope I get to be here for it.
But if I can't,

489
00:36:40,824 --> 00:36:43,785
I just want to go to the other side.

490
00:36:43,868 --> 00:36:46,663
I don't know what's there,
but it's gotta be better

491
00:36:46,746 --> 00:36:50,291
than hospital beds
and tubes down my throat. So please.

492
00:36:50,375 --> 00:36:54,003
Please don't cut LVADs.

493
00:36:54,087 --> 00:36:55,922
Just...

494
00:36:57,132 --> 00:37:01,386
...if it comes down to it,

495
00:37:01,469 --> 00:37:03,179
just let me go.

496
00:37:12,522 --> 00:37:14,774
And right now, kiss me.

497
00:37:15,191 --> 00:37:17,902
Please just kiss me and close your eyes,

498
00:37:17,986 --> 00:37:20,363
because the beach is so distracting.

499
00:37:44,679 --> 00:37:46,723
I always thought it would be me.

500
00:37:48,516 --> 00:37:51,603
I'd get Alzheimer's, like my mother,
and forget everyone.

501
00:37:57,859 --> 00:37:59,819
Let's go to city hall tomorrow.

502
00:38:01,696 --> 00:38:04,908
I don't want to spend another day
not being married to you.

503
00:38:06,534 --> 00:38:08,244
OK.

504
00:38:30,099 --> 00:38:32,602
It doesn't matter how good you are.

505
00:38:33,478 --> 00:38:35,104
Or how hard you work.

506
00:38:35,688 --> 00:38:37,565
You can do all the research,

507
00:38:37,649 --> 00:38:40,985
you can master
all the latest techniques,

508
00:38:41,069 --> 00:38:44,989
I mean, you can be the best... you can
be the best surgeon in the world...

509
00:38:46,825 --> 00:38:49,244
...but your patients
are still gonna die.

510
00:38:52,247 --> 00:38:57,043
Because the next day
or the next month or the next year,

511
00:38:57,126 --> 00:39:02,465
you know, they're just gonna get hit
by a car or find a mole on their back.

512
00:39:06,302 --> 00:39:08,638
And there's nothing you can do about it.

513
00:39:12,517 --> 00:39:14,894
I don't want you to die.

514
00:39:29,617 --> 00:39:30,702
You OK?

515
00:39:33,788 --> 00:39:35,707
I cut off a healthy leg.

516
00:39:36,291 --> 00:39:38,251
I just cut it off.

517
00:39:39,127 --> 00:39:42,964
It was for the patient's own good.
But still I feel like a butcher.

518
00:39:43,047 --> 00:39:48,094
My miracle case is on life support.
I thought I had one.

519
00:39:49,178 --> 00:39:51,890
One miracle.

520
00:39:54,809 --> 00:39:57,103
I hate this job sometimes.

521
00:39:58,146 --> 00:39:59,981
I don't know why we do this.

522
00:40:02,650 --> 00:40:05,069
Come on. Come with me.

523
00:40:13,453 --> 00:40:15,455
OK. What are we doing here?

524
00:40:16,664 --> 00:40:18,333
We came to see that.

525
00:40:18,416 --> 00:40:22,253
- What?
- The joy.

526
00:40:23,713 --> 00:40:29,218
It comes around rarely.
So rarely, we forget it can happen.

527
00:40:31,012 --> 00:40:34,849
But that... That's why we do this.

528
00:40:35,266 --> 00:40:37,018
The joy.

529
00:40:49,614 --> 00:40:53,993
We spend our whole lives
worrying about the future,

530
00:40:54,077 --> 00:40:57,705
planning for the future,

531
00:40:57,789 --> 00:41:00,541
trying to predict the future.

532
00:41:00,917 --> 00:41:02,627
Will you come with me?

533
00:41:08,883 --> 00:41:12,261
As if figuring it out
will somehow cushion the blow.

534
00:41:13,972 --> 00:41:16,391
But the future is always changing.

535
00:41:17,558 --> 00:41:21,896
We've got one more. He's a doctor.
He says he needs to do it today.

536
00:41:29,070 --> 00:41:30,571
Come in.

537
00:41:30,655 --> 00:41:33,366
The future is the home
of our deepest fears...

538
00:41:37,328 --> 00:41:38,830
Owen?

539
00:41:40,415 --> 00:41:42,250
Hey, Mom.

540
00:41:45,628 --> 00:41:47,171
I'm home.

541
00:41:49,424 --> 00:41:51,384
...and our wildest hopes.

542
00:42:00,101 --> 00:42:02,270
But one thing is certain:

543
00:42:03,730 --> 00:42:06,149
When it finally reveals itself...

544
00:42:06,232 --> 00:42:09,944
Congratulations, doctor.
Welcome to the Army.

545
00:42:10,028 --> 00:42:12,363
- ...the future...
- Thank you.

546
00:42:12,447 --> 00:42:14,782
...Is never the way we imagined it.

