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Surgeons aren't known
for being warm and cuddly.

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They're arrogant, impatient,

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- mean, as often as not.
- Go with straight-up chemo

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and immunotherapy. Survival rates are
low, but there's been a lot of success

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with mestastasectomies.
We could probably cut this thing out.

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You'd think they wouldn't have friends.
Who could stand them?

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- What are you hiding?
- Nothing. It's just work stuff.

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- What is that? A cool surgery?
- No, it's nothing. It's nothing.

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Whatever it is, they'll pick me. I flew
solo. You're still on training wheels.

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- Sure you still don't wanna tell him?
- Yes, I'm sure.

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OK. Look, I researched a ton
of information. Read all of this

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- before you see the oncologist.
- When?

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I called Dr. Golding.
He gave me a referral to Swender.

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I'm gonna try and get you in today.

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What are you doing here?
I told you I was fine.

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- You are so not fine.
- I'd be fine if I knew Derek was fine.

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You still haven't heard from him?
No word?

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Izzie, don't you think
you should call in sick today?

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- What? Why?
- Because this is a lot of reading,

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- and you're sick.
- You coming? Big surgery today.

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- Yeah.
- Yeah. Izzie, just...

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But surgeons are like a bad cold:

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Nasty, but persistent.

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- Chief, I need to ask you about...
- Sloan, have you heard from Derek?

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No.

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I'm sorry. You were saying? Meredith.

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No, I don't know how he is. I've heard
nothing. Nothing today, nothing

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yesterday, nothing the day before.
And no, I will not go back out there.

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Hey, who moved my surgery?
Chief? Chief?

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Don't. Just don't. He's a wreck.
He's disintegrating before our eyes.

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- That's why men die earlier than women.
- The board's a mess.

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He can't lose Shepherd.
I'd go talk some sense into him,

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- but I've got too much on my plate.
- Tried calling?

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About 100 times.

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No. Oh, you...

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You want me to go to the woods?
No. I don't do woods.

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The woods are dirty
and there are many, many bugs.

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What am I gonna say? I barely know him.

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You don't have to know him. You're
surgeons, been through the same war.

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Just remind him we've all been there,
we all came back.

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You're kind of a bully, you know that?

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I wouldn't do it
if it didn't work so well.

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This is one of the biggest surgeries
you may get near so pay attention.

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The patient is a 38-year-old male
hit by a drunk driver 12 years ago.

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- He suffered severe facial trauma.
- No nose, no lips.

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That's why we dubbed him Blowhole.
He's had nine reconstructive surgeries,

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none of which have brought back
full form or function.

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This surgery
has only been done four times.

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All candidates have to undergo
extensive psychological testing

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to determine whether
they can handle the process.

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Psychological components aside, this has
a chance of rejection or infection.

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He'll be on life-long anti-rejection
drugs which put him at risk

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for lymphoma, diabetes,
hypertension, renal failure.

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- I hear they call the dude Blowhole.
- What did you just say?

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Nothing. I just heard he had a nickname.

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Don't talk anymore. Ever.

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- Holy crap! Blowhole is right.
- What'd I tell you?

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Surgeons:
nasty, aggressive, unstoppable.

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Just the kind of people you want
on your side when you're really screwed.

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Ladies and gentlemen,
this is Mr. David Young.

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Today he'll be receiving
a face transplant.

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Dr. Hunt and his team'll be
recovering the donor graft.

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We're replacing 70 percent
of Mr. Young's face.

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- You can see the deficit here.
- Or here.

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The donor recovery will include
his nose, left eye, lips, left zygoma.

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Why will allotransplantation work
better than traditional techniques?

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Aesthetic outcome allows re-enervation
of nerves, giving a better result.

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Very good, Dr. Grey.

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We'll position the flap
over Mr. Young's face.

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- How do we know we're clear?
- The graft turns pink.

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Excellent.

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- Dave, any questions for us?
- Has anyone seen the donor?

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Yes, he's a match with your age,
skin tone and blood type.

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- What does he look like?
- I think you'll be satisfied.

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Who am I kidding?
It's a face, right?

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If I end up anything above
a point and stare freak,

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I'm gonna call it a success.

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Karev, you're with me and the donor.
Usually we take them at the same time,

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but donor's life support is fading.
Move.

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- Thank you, sir.
- Stevens, Grey.

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- Yes.
- No, the other Grey.

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- Really? Great.
- Great.

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You did an awesome job in there.

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- Call me after the pre-op labs come in.
- Dr. Sloan, only one resident?

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Wait for Bailey.
There's enough of a crowd.

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- What the hell?
- Izzie, I don't think you have time

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- to scrub in.
- Don't worry. I can handle it.

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- Awesome job.
- She probably quizzed him in bed.

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- She gets to work on Blowhole...
- Shut your mouths!

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Finish the chart. I'll be back.

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O'Malley, Grey?
I need you on pre-ops and post-ops.

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There's the biggest surgery
in the world happening.

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Yes. Half our attendings are involved,
which is why we need strong residents

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on pre-ops and post-ops.
Yang, you're with me.

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- Moving to the big leagues.
- What?

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- She gets a solo?
- Today?

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Nice old lady with a hernia,
you're gonna fix it.

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Congratulations.
I know I should seem more enthusiastic,

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- but I'm not that big a person.
- Don't worry about it.

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Is it wrong to have hatred
in your heart?

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Good morning, Miss Sulley.
I'm Dr. Cristina Yang.

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- I'll perform your hernia repair.
- Lovely to meet you.

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- Have any questions before we start?
- Yes. Hand me my purse.

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My friends gave me a bunch of questions,
and I can't remember any of them.

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They're such worrywarts. They're all
off on a European tour without me.

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They threatened not to go when this
became a problem. I told 'em no.

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No. We have been saving up for this
for two years.

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It helped that I was able to get my
deposit back with a doctor's note.

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Cristina Yang. Yes?

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No. No, it has to be today.

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It's stage four. She has
to see Dr. Swender, not a partner.

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I'm sorry, ma'am. I will get to your
questions when I come to examine you.

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OK? Referral is Golding? Golding.

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A little early in the day for that,
don't you think?

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- You sound like my mother.
- I met your mother. I liked her.

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- Who sent you, Richard?
- Bailey.

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Of course.

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I'm sorry about your patient.
I know how hard it can be.

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I had a patient a couple of years ago...

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Young guy, 50 maybe.

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Simple knee replacement.
He was post-op, he was fine.

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I told his wife she could get him lunch.
A simple knee replacement. Nothing.

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He'd been getting short of breath.
I put him on blood thinners

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for a post-surgical PE.

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And... it wasn't until he was vomiting
up dark blood, looking me in the eye,

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telling me that he was dying
that I figured it out.

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That I was wrong. It wasn't a PE.
He was bleeding internally.

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It wouldn't have been fatal,
but the blood thinners...

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I will never forget the look
on his wife's face

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when she came back
with that sandwich in her hand,

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asking me why her husband
wasn't in his room anymore.

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How do you live with it?

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Killing him.

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Taking him from his wife.
How do you live with it?

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- We call it malpractice...
- I know. I'm asking when you get up,

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how do you look at yourself
in the mirror?

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Look, I'm not...

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I'm asking.

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Can I get one of those?

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Yeah.

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It's the not knowing that does it.
Not knowing if he's OK,

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not knowing if he's coming back.
Maybe I've just been dumped.

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It's not knowing if I'm single
that makes me wanna throw up all day.

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- You are not listening to me, are you?
- Sorry.

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No, no, that's OK. I get it.
You've got solo surgery and GI Joe.

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It's a charmed life.
You don't have time for me.

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I have not had GI Joe.
We've kissed a couple times.

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It's like friends with benefits...
without the benefits.

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- Still no sex.
- Not a charmed life.

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Lab results from the splenectomy.

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- Do we ask?
- No.

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'Cause he might tell us.

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Can you imagine?
This guy's got a family, right?

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Wife, kids? One day they'll see his face
on somebody else's body.

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- It's kind of creepy, right?
- Mr. Young won't look exactly

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like the donor. The underlying facial
structure of two people can be

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- very different.
- A person's identity is more than

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skin and bone.
His expression, style, eyes.

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The donor's family wouldn't recognise
this face on anyone else.

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- Transplant surgeons are antsy.
- They're always antsy.

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They can't relax until they
got live tissue in their coolers.

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I am making the final dissection.
Karev, hold right of the temple

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and gently lift. Don't tear the flesh.

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Awesome.

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Tenderness around the incision
is normal. No signs of infection.

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Could you redress that wound?

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Megan, will you please go to 20...

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Go to room 2214
and just take out the drain.

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When you're ready.

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It's seems personal, we wouldn't
ask if we didn't need to know,

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but have you passed gas yet?

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Sorry.

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We can't release you
until that happens. The gas.

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I'm sorry. I'm trying to listen,
but are they supposed to look like that?

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- Like what?
- The bleeding and the shiner.

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And that one looks like she's suicidal.

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- They're supposed to be doctors?
- We're gonna reserve judgment on that.

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- Freak show.
- What the heck do we do with them?

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- Can we shove them in a locker?
- We should talk to them.

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No. We're professionals.
That's clearly personal.

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Besides, we'll waste time,
never see the solo surgery

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- or the face transplant.
- That's a good point.

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- I guess we should ignore it then.
- Yeah, just ignore it.

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- It's the professional thing to do.
- Professionally...

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It's important that you take
all the medications...

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Risk of rejection and infection.
I know. You drilled it into my head

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- a thousand times.
- Is your family here yet?

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I ask because someone needs
to take care of you afterwards.

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I don't have family, but my friends
are coming after the surgery.

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I'm excited to meet them
and show them my new face.

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We met in an online chat room
for orchid lovers.

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We've never actually "met" met, so...

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Dave, after the surgery,
this device helps prevent lung problems

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by exercising the muscles
you use to breathe.

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- I'd like you to practise on it now.
- Sit up straight.

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Take three easy breaths
and then blow into that.

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- Hole.
- That's it!

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Both of you, in the hall, now!
You really think that was OK?

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- That was doctorly?!
- Find something else to do.

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- What the hell's going on with you?
- They made inappropriate jokes

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at the expense of the patient.
Right in front of him.

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I have been trying to teach them,
and they were cruel and inappropriate.

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OK, they were inappropriate.
You know what else is inappropriate?

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This. You.

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This case is my baby.
I've spent three years planning for it,

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and you are not about to
piss all over it.

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- You're off the case.
- No. He needs me in there with him.

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- You can't leave him alone with them.
- You wanna be there for his feelings,

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you can be there before and after
the surgery,

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but you're not coming in my OR.
Whatever's going on with you,

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get it under control.

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- I found them.
- What?

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- Your questions about the surgery?
- One of my friends, Phil Ferguson,

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he's a retired surgeon.
He told me to ask you these.

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I can't seem to find my glasses.
My friends should be here.

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I put my glasses down somewhere,
they find them...

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Will you finally be able to pick up your
grandkids? A question from a doctor?

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No. No, my other friends helped me
with questions. I added a few on my own.

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Like, "Will it hurt?"

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Will it... hurt?

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- You'll be anesthetised.
- Yes, I know that.

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- I mean after. Will it hurt?
- You should expect normal post-op pain.

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00:14:32,121 --> 00:14:37,460
Yes? Yes.
No, that is fantastic. I'll take it.

224
00:14:37,543 --> 00:14:41,547
Thank you so much.
I'll get in touch with her right away.

225
00:14:41,631 --> 00:14:43,132
2.30. Anytime is fine.

226
00:14:43,216 --> 00:14:47,637
So I've covered 22, 13, 19 and 33.

227
00:14:47,720 --> 00:14:52,308
Yeah, OK. I've got 2011 and 2007.

228
00:14:52,392 --> 00:14:55,645
Mer, there is something wrong
with Izzie.

229
00:14:55,728 --> 00:14:58,272
- What do you mean?
- I don't know.

230
00:14:58,356 --> 00:15:02,860
- I know that there is something wrong.
- We're drowning in intern drama.

231
00:15:02,985 --> 00:15:05,363
We don't need resident drama too.

232
00:15:05,488 --> 00:15:08,950
If it's a problem, she'll tell us.
Until then, just ignore it.

233
00:15:15,289 --> 00:15:16,958
I repeat, ignore it.

234
00:15:17,041 --> 00:15:19,836
- What in God's name is going on?
- A personal issue.

235
00:15:19,919 --> 00:15:22,171
We are just trying
to give them their privacy.

236
00:15:22,255 --> 00:15:26,676
Gee, you think for a second I wanted
to get involved with your intern drama?

237
00:15:26,759 --> 00:15:30,096
- We were not this bad.
- Getting married in Vegas.

238
00:15:30,179 --> 00:15:34,058
Shacking up with attendings. Cutting
LVAD wires. You don't have to like it,

239
00:15:34,183 --> 00:15:37,520
- but you have to manage it.
- We've got it under control.

240
00:15:39,981 --> 00:15:42,942
Wait! I love you, Megan!

241
00:15:44,610 --> 00:15:47,780
Sir, are you OK?
Oh, God, I'm so sorry.

242
00:15:53,035 --> 00:15:57,623
Whatever it is the two of you
have going on, it stops now.

243
00:15:57,707 --> 00:16:00,543
- I didn't mean to...
- Don't talk while she's talking.

244
00:16:00,626 --> 00:16:04,964
You are scaring the patients. You're
making this hospital look ridiculous.

245
00:16:05,047 --> 00:16:08,217
- You're making us look incompetent.
- Not a good idea.

246
00:16:08,301 --> 00:16:12,597
Just stay away from each other. So much
as a tear or a glance at each other,

247
00:16:12,680 --> 00:16:14,599
- and it's over. No!
- I don't understand.

248
00:16:14,724 --> 00:16:17,935
- Don't talk while I'm talking.
- That's what I was trying to tell...

249
00:16:19,103 --> 00:16:21,481
Now just get out! Go!

250
00:16:22,899 --> 00:16:24,567
Not together.

251
00:16:26,360 --> 00:16:27,361
That felt good.

252
00:16:27,445 --> 00:16:30,323
- You paged me, Dr. Bailey?
- Yes.

253
00:16:30,406 --> 00:16:32,825
Finished your part
of the face transplant?

254
00:16:32,909 --> 00:16:36,037
I cleared my schedule to watch
Sloan and Yang do surgery.

255
00:16:36,120 --> 00:16:39,040
Whatever it is you need,
I hope it's not too time-consuming.

256
00:16:39,123 --> 00:16:41,834
That all depends on
how fast you can drive and talk.

257
00:16:41,918 --> 00:16:45,796
- I'm sorry?
- I need you to drive out to the woods

258
00:16:45,922 --> 00:16:48,216
and talk Derek Shepherd
into coming back here.

259
00:16:48,299 --> 00:16:52,845
And I believe you also might run
into Callie Torres. With a flat tyre.

260
00:16:52,929 --> 00:16:56,516
Or a broken heel.
Or an axe-wielding serial killer.

261
00:16:57,350 --> 00:17:00,603
- You're serious?
- I sent Torres after Shepherd,

262
00:17:00,728 --> 00:17:03,981
and she's fallen off the grid.
Her phone goes to voicemail.

263
00:17:04,106 --> 00:17:07,985
I'm normally not a panicky person,
but I'm a fan of daytime television.

264
00:17:08,110 --> 00:17:11,239
My crazy scenarios... Never mind.

265
00:17:11,322 --> 00:17:16,202
I need you to go get Torres
and Shepherd and bring them back here

266
00:17:16,285 --> 00:17:20,623
- before the chief notices you're gone.
- Shepherd's been gone all week...

267
00:17:20,748 --> 00:17:25,836
Hunt! You survived a war,
you can do this.

268
00:17:25,920 --> 00:17:28,839
I know I can do this.
I'm saying I don't want to.

269
00:17:36,472 --> 00:17:38,975
People don't really say "no" to you,
do they?

270
00:17:39,058 --> 00:17:41,269
Not when I say please.

271
00:17:42,144 --> 00:17:44,146
I'm saying please!

272
00:17:45,481 --> 00:17:47,900
OR is set, transport's on its way.

273
00:17:48,484 --> 00:17:51,362
- You ready?
- I've been ready for 12 years.

274
00:17:51,487 --> 00:17:55,032
You said you had friends coming
to take care of you?

275
00:17:55,157 --> 00:17:58,286
- Yeah, after my surgery.
- They're coming now.

276
00:17:59,996 --> 00:18:00,997
Surprise!

277
00:18:02,331 --> 00:18:04,500
Hi. It's me, Sheena.

278
00:18:04,584 --> 00:18:07,128
You can probably tell
from my Vanda roeblingiana.

279
00:18:09,005 --> 00:18:11,340
I hope you're not mad
that we came early.

280
00:18:11,465 --> 00:18:14,760
We thought we should be here
through it all. Make sure you knew...

281
00:18:14,844 --> 00:18:19,098
Get out. Get them out. They're
strangers. I don't want them in here.

282
00:18:19,181 --> 00:18:21,934
We're hardly strangers, Dave.

283
00:18:22,018 --> 00:18:24,520
We chat every night,
all night, for years.

284
00:18:25,313 --> 00:18:27,565
- We flew in...
- Get out! We've never met.

285
00:18:27,690 --> 00:18:30,985
You don't know me,
anything about me. Get out!

286
00:18:31,068 --> 00:18:33,487
Get them out! Get out. Get out!

287
00:18:33,571 --> 00:18:35,197
Get out!

288
00:18:45,875 --> 00:18:48,502
Hey. Did you get my page?
I got the appointment.

289
00:18:48,586 --> 00:18:51,881
It's in, like, 15 minutes.
How amazing am I?

290
00:18:52,006 --> 00:18:54,425
Usually takes weeks to get in.
You look at the research?

291
00:18:54,508 --> 00:18:58,054
- Seriously, can I just eat?
- No.

292
00:18:58,179 --> 00:19:01,057
- I'm sorry. You don't have time.
- Time for what?

293
00:19:01,140 --> 00:19:04,226
To do... There's an enema.

294
00:19:05,394 --> 00:19:07,563
- Izzie's enema.
- Yes.

295
00:19:07,647 --> 00:19:10,941
I was supposed to get an enema today,
but I decided it can wait.

296
00:19:11,067 --> 00:19:14,111
- Talk about something else?
- We need to talk about it.

297
00:19:14,236 --> 00:19:18,324
You've been complaining
about being really backed up.

298
00:19:18,407 --> 00:19:21,077
- I got you an appointment.
- If you need an enema,

299
00:19:21,160 --> 00:19:23,996
- you shouldn't have fries.
- You booked her for an enema?

300
00:19:24,872 --> 00:19:27,958
You can't just say that you're
all backed up and just sit there.

301
00:19:28,084 --> 00:19:30,169
If you make the decision
to get an enema,

302
00:19:30,252 --> 00:19:34,131
- you should get an enema.
- Maybe you're the one that's backed up.

303
00:19:34,256 --> 00:19:36,842
Solo surgery panic? Tell you what.

304
00:19:36,926 --> 00:19:39,762
I'll scrub in.
If you can't handle it, I'll take over.

305
00:19:39,887 --> 00:19:43,182
I don't... OK. You know...

306
00:19:43,265 --> 00:19:46,977
I'm just saying...
enemas can be a serious business.

307
00:19:47,103 --> 00:19:49,939
OK. Izzie, enema is code for what?

308
00:19:51,941 --> 00:19:54,985
- My enema, my business.
- Fifteen minutes!

309
00:19:56,362 --> 00:19:58,739
This is a really strange day.

310
00:20:00,449 --> 00:20:02,702
I was a second-year resident.
MVC rolls in.

311
00:20:02,785 --> 00:20:06,831
Parents in the front seat. Three kids in
the back. Kids were OK. Mom and dad

312
00:20:06,956 --> 00:20:10,960
a little banged up. Nothing terrible,
talking and laughing in the ER.

313
00:20:11,043 --> 00:20:14,797
Turns out both parents
had massive internal injuries.

314
00:20:14,880 --> 00:20:18,175
I operated
on them both that night. Hours.

315
00:20:18,300 --> 00:20:19,719
Lost them both.

316
00:20:21,303 --> 00:20:26,934
If I'd moved faster, rushed them to CT,
known how bad off they were sooner,

317
00:20:27,017 --> 00:20:30,813
but... I didn't.
The oldest kid was nine.

318
00:20:30,896 --> 00:20:33,315
When I came out to tell them
about their dad,

319
00:20:34,316 --> 00:20:37,486
he was consoling the three
and five-year-old about their mother.

320
00:20:38,654 --> 00:20:41,699
I'll never get that image out
of my head. This nine-year-old boy

321
00:20:41,782 --> 00:20:46,245
trying to hold these two little ones,
his arms just not big enough.

322
00:20:49,832 --> 00:20:52,293
I don't know
how I came back the next day.

323
00:20:54,003 --> 00:20:55,838
I think part of me never did.

324
00:20:58,090 --> 00:21:00,634
I'm surprised
you didn't talk about Iraq.

325
00:21:00,718 --> 00:21:02,428
I don't talk about Iraq.

326
00:21:02,511 --> 00:21:05,765
What my point was, I kept...

327
00:21:05,848 --> 00:21:08,559
You know, I... I went back.

328
00:21:08,684 --> 00:21:10,436
I showed up. I...

329
00:21:11,645 --> 00:21:13,230
I showed up for work, you know?

330
00:21:14,607 --> 00:21:17,401
You go dead inside...

331
00:21:17,526 --> 00:21:19,737
You go dead inside
because if you felt it.

332
00:21:19,862 --> 00:21:24,116
If you let yourself feel that,
no way you're going back.

333
00:21:24,200 --> 00:21:25,201
No way.

334
00:21:44,929 --> 00:21:47,431
- You blew it off?
- Cristina, please.

335
00:21:49,058 --> 00:21:52,228
I called every favour I had
in this hospital and then some.

336
00:21:52,353 --> 00:21:55,314
Swender's the best surgical oncologist.
Why didn't you go?

337
00:21:55,397 --> 00:21:58,567
- Why do you care so much?
- Why don't you?

338
00:21:58,651 --> 00:22:01,403
I'm working really hard on this.
The least you could do...

339
00:22:01,487 --> 00:22:05,908
They were calling the guy Blowhole.
Not just the interns, Alex.

340
00:22:05,991 --> 00:22:08,577
What are they gonna call me
when I'm the patient?

341
00:22:08,661 --> 00:22:12,081
- Swiss Cheese for Brains?
- No, that's awkward and long.

342
00:22:12,164 --> 00:22:15,167
- Blowhole's pithy.
- I'm not gonna be a piece of meat

343
00:22:15,251 --> 00:22:17,586
while you all fight over
who gets to slice me up

344
00:22:17,670 --> 00:22:21,423
- and then laugh while you do it.
- OK, this right here,

345
00:22:21,549 --> 00:22:25,511
this is
an emotional thing you're having,

346
00:22:25,594 --> 00:22:28,138
which is why you should tell Meredith,
or George...

347
00:22:28,264 --> 00:22:30,683
I'm not telling anybody,
so just drop it!

348
00:22:31,517 --> 00:22:35,437
No! You're not dumping this on me.
You're not dying in my arms.

349
00:22:35,521 --> 00:22:41,485
- So either you tell them or I will.
- I don't even know if I want treatment.

350
00:22:42,570 --> 00:22:45,614
I know too much.
I know how violent surgery can be.

351
00:22:45,739 --> 00:22:48,659
They're gonna cut into my brain,
slice open my abdomen

352
00:22:48,784 --> 00:22:51,078
and pull my organs out. And for what?

353
00:22:51,161 --> 00:22:55,374
Surgery fails all the time. Derek
Shepherd is in the freaking woods

354
00:22:55,457 --> 00:22:57,960
because we fail all the time!

355
00:22:58,085 --> 00:23:01,380
Even if they do everything, I have
a five percent chance of survival.

356
00:23:01,463 --> 00:23:03,465
Five percent.

357
00:23:03,799 --> 00:23:08,262
Why would I put myself through hell,
run poison through my veins,

358
00:23:08,345 --> 00:23:11,640
irradiate my brain
if it's not gonna work anyway?

359
00:23:15,686 --> 00:23:17,062
Why did you tell me then?

360
00:23:18,981 --> 00:23:22,651
If you don't want my help and you're
not gonna do anything about it,

361
00:23:22,735 --> 00:23:24,403
why did you tell me?

362
00:23:27,156 --> 00:23:29,408
Keep your mouth shut.
Forget I told you anything.

363
00:23:29,491 --> 00:23:30,659
Izzie!

364
00:23:38,834 --> 00:23:41,712
You need to call them back, Dave.

365
00:23:41,837 --> 00:23:45,758
You're my surgeon, right?
You're not my shrink.

366
00:23:45,841 --> 00:23:50,095
- So why don't you just do your job?
- I can't do my job anymore.

367
00:23:50,179 --> 00:23:53,766
It took us three years to find the
right candidate, and part of you being

368
00:23:53,849 --> 00:23:56,769
the right candidate is having
a support system post-op.

369
00:23:56,852 --> 00:24:00,356
You cannot do this alone.
The ethics board will not allow me

370
00:24:00,439 --> 00:24:04,944
to let you do it alone.
You need your friends.

371
00:24:05,486 --> 00:24:07,905
You see that orchid?

372
00:24:08,030 --> 00:24:12,785
It's ugly. To anyone who doesn't
know orchids, it's dark and droopy

373
00:24:12,868 --> 00:24:16,121
and it's ugly, unless you know it.

374
00:24:16,205 --> 00:24:21,168
Unless you understand how it adapted,
what it's lived through,

375
00:24:21,251 --> 00:24:24,129
and how strong it had to be to survive.

376
00:24:24,213 --> 00:24:28,217
A photo of that orchid, that's the
only picture my friends had seen of me.

377
00:24:28,342 --> 00:24:32,262
That's how I wanted them to picture me
until I had my new face.

378
00:24:34,264 --> 00:24:37,101
People look away from me.

379
00:24:39,103 --> 00:24:42,982
Kids cry and adults cringe.

380
00:24:43,065 --> 00:24:45,401
They look away.

381
00:24:48,070 --> 00:24:50,823
I didn't want my friends...

382
00:24:50,906 --> 00:24:55,244
I didn't want them to ever have
any reason to look away.

383
00:24:55,661 --> 00:24:57,705
They didn't look away.

384
00:24:58,497 --> 00:25:02,626
Your friends, they didn't cringe.
Not one of them.

385
00:25:02,751 --> 00:25:05,546
They didn't look away.
You looked away, didn't trust them.

386
00:25:05,629 --> 00:25:07,631
You looked away from them.

387
00:25:08,382 --> 00:25:11,260
Let us call them.
They flew all the way here.

388
00:25:11,385 --> 00:25:14,972
Just let us call them back.
It's not too late.

389
00:25:15,055 --> 00:25:20,019
If you want this surgery, Dave,
you gotta give them a chance.

390
00:25:25,149 --> 00:25:26,442
Chief?

391
00:25:27,693 --> 00:25:30,279
- Dr. Bailey?
- How's your mood?

392
00:25:31,864 --> 00:25:36,201
Eager. Anxious. I'm excited
about Sloan's face transplant.

393
00:25:36,285 --> 00:25:39,788
I'm a little concerned about Derek,
but all in all...

394
00:25:39,872 --> 00:25:42,374
- Do I look like a therapist?
- You asked.

395
00:25:44,793 --> 00:25:49,548
I've lost Hunt and Torres.
I sent them to get Shepherd,

396
00:25:49,631 --> 00:25:51,508
and I never heard from them again.

397
00:25:51,633 --> 00:25:55,054
I was trying to solve
the Shepherd situation for you, sir.

398
00:25:55,137 --> 00:25:57,848
But it appears I've somehow
made it three times worse.

399
00:25:58,140 --> 00:26:01,727
So I'm telling you,
and my next move, I believe,

400
00:26:01,810 --> 00:26:03,520
is that I'm gonna call the police.

401
00:26:03,604 --> 00:26:07,274
Because I'm half convinced
they're all dead.

402
00:26:07,357 --> 00:26:11,528
On a spit with a one-armed man
turning them into shish kebabs, sir.

403
00:26:12,029 --> 00:26:13,906
It's my mind, it just goes there.

404
00:26:15,240 --> 00:26:17,451
- Don't beat yourself up.
- It's a hard decision.

405
00:26:17,534 --> 00:26:19,870
Yeah, you've been with Pierce
for the whole year.

406
00:26:19,953 --> 00:26:21,497
Just listen to your heart...

407
00:26:21,580 --> 00:26:24,750
- Why are they starting late?
- A problem with the recipient.

408
00:26:24,833 --> 00:26:27,795
They've only got a few hours left
for that face to be viable.

409
00:26:28,337 --> 00:26:30,672
Sloan must be freaking out, right?

410
00:26:35,219 --> 00:26:38,097
- Home wrecker.
- What did you say? What did you say?

411
00:26:38,180 --> 00:26:41,600
- Guys!
- You two, get out. You, come with me.

412
00:26:41,683 --> 00:26:44,728
- Come on.
- Hey, buddy.

413
00:26:44,812 --> 00:26:47,606
You need to start talking.
You need to start talking now.

414
00:26:47,689 --> 00:26:51,443
- I really can't. Talk to Steve.
- You gotta start talking, dude,

415
00:26:51,527 --> 00:26:55,739
because any second, they're gonna start
that face transplant surgery.

416
00:26:55,823 --> 00:26:57,366
- Her friend...
- Best friend.

417
00:26:57,449 --> 00:27:01,703
...is gonna have her very first
solo surgery, and so...

418
00:27:01,829 --> 00:27:04,790
- ...we have little patience right now.
- It's not my place...

419
00:27:04,873 --> 00:27:10,462
OK! You are gonna tell me
everything that's going on.

420
00:27:11,004 --> 00:27:14,049
Or else every time I have a rectal exam
or an infected abscess,

421
00:27:14,174 --> 00:27:16,468
it's gonna have your name on it.
Every time!

422
00:27:23,433 --> 00:27:26,145
Megan was with Pierce.
But they broke up.

423
00:27:26,228 --> 00:27:29,606
While they were broken up,
she slept with Steve.

424
00:27:29,731 --> 00:27:33,485
Then she got back together with Pierce.
But Steve sent her an e-mail

425
00:27:33,569 --> 00:27:36,613
about how they slept together.
Instead of e-mailing her,

426
00:27:36,738 --> 00:27:39,116
he hit "reply all",
went to a bunch of people.

427
00:27:39,199 --> 00:27:41,827
One of them was Pierce.
Now Steve says he loves her.

428
00:27:41,910 --> 00:27:45,038
Pierce wants to kill him.
Megan's really freaking out

429
00:27:45,122 --> 00:27:48,417
because... OK, wait. So a while back,

430
00:27:48,542 --> 00:27:52,546
someone sent this text message.
I didn't get it, didn't get to see it.

431
00:27:52,629 --> 00:27:54,715
It just came to certain people's phones.

432
00:27:58,969 --> 00:28:02,514
Why would they come back?
I was cruel. I was hateful.

433
00:28:02,598 --> 00:28:05,767
You were scared. They surprised you.

434
00:28:05,851 --> 00:28:09,396
You were in shock. It wasn't
what you were expecting. You were...

435
00:28:09,479 --> 00:28:11,315
- You were just...
- I was awful.

436
00:28:12,524 --> 00:28:17,988
You were scared.
And you were trying to protect them.

437
00:28:18,322 --> 00:28:21,116
If they're your friends,
they'll understand.

438
00:28:36,590 --> 00:28:39,426
I didn't want you to see it. This.

439
00:28:39,509 --> 00:28:43,263
This ugliness, it isn't me.

440
00:28:43,347 --> 00:28:45,641
I didn't want you to see it.

441
00:28:50,896 --> 00:28:53,398
This, right here,

442
00:28:53,482 --> 00:28:56,485
looks just like the Coryanthes speciosa.

443
00:28:56,568 --> 00:29:00,989
- You guys see that?
- She's right.

444
00:29:01,073 --> 00:29:02,741
The colouring is just the same.

445
00:29:06,620 --> 00:29:11,833
If the surgery doesn't take, if I
reject the donor face, I'll be uglier.

446
00:29:11,917 --> 00:29:15,128
I'll... I'll be even uglier
than I am right now.

447
00:29:15,212 --> 00:29:19,299
Please don't call my dear friend ugly.

448
00:29:19,383 --> 00:29:21,385
You're a survivor.

449
00:29:21,510 --> 00:29:24,054
And it's written all over your face.

450
00:29:47,869 --> 00:29:50,205
What the hell is this? This is not OK.

451
00:29:50,289 --> 00:29:55,294
I have a hospital to run.
And Derek! What's the matter with you?

452
00:29:55,377 --> 00:29:57,296
- We've all been there.
- We said that.

453
00:29:57,379 --> 00:30:00,716
- We've all had tough losses.
- He knows that.

454
00:30:01,633 --> 00:30:04,511
We show up the next day
and we try and save the next life.

455
00:30:04,594 --> 00:30:08,974
- Yeah, we covered that too.
- OK, what about this?

456
00:30:09,725 --> 00:30:11,852
Nothing we do can stop death.

457
00:30:11,935 --> 00:30:14,771
We can hold it at bay now and then.
But everyone dies.

458
00:30:15,564 --> 00:30:16,606
And that's not on us.

459
00:30:22,321 --> 00:30:26,658
I took a pregnant woman in
for a simple surgery, and I botched it.

460
00:30:26,908 --> 00:30:30,454
That is on me.
I should feel badly about that.

461
00:30:30,537 --> 00:30:34,249
And you? You should feel badly
that while I was out here,

462
00:30:34,333 --> 00:30:38,795
you sent Meredith out here expecting
a ring. Why would you do that?

463
00:30:38,879 --> 00:30:41,757
Why in God's name would you do that?

464
00:30:45,761 --> 00:30:47,095
I was trying to help.

465
00:30:48,430 --> 00:30:50,557
She didn't wanna come.

466
00:30:50,640 --> 00:30:53,018
She wanted to leave you
out here alone...

467
00:30:54,061 --> 00:30:56,980
- I was trying to help.
- Trying to help yourself, not me.

468
00:30:57,064 --> 00:30:59,191
Yourself.

469
00:31:00,359 --> 00:31:02,527
I hit the ring in the woods.

470
00:31:02,611 --> 00:31:03,945
In the woods.

471
00:31:06,490 --> 00:31:07,491
You destroyed me.

472
00:31:16,833 --> 00:31:20,420
This is the final dissection.
We'll place the facial graft.

473
00:31:20,504 --> 00:31:23,298
I'll connect vessels and nerves.
Get the microscope ready.

474
00:31:23,382 --> 00:31:25,300
Yes, right away.

475
00:31:27,636 --> 00:31:30,305
OK, people. It's time.

476
00:31:31,473 --> 00:31:34,393
- Ever put a new face on someone?
- Really?

477
00:31:34,476 --> 00:31:37,187
I'll take the right side.
You take the left.

478
00:31:38,271 --> 00:31:39,981
Very gently.

479
00:31:41,066 --> 00:31:44,653
That's it. Take your time.
He's not going anywhere.

480
00:31:46,279 --> 00:31:47,406
Thank you.

481
00:31:49,324 --> 00:31:52,869
Watch the left corner of his mouth.
You're off centre just a bit.

482
00:31:54,121 --> 00:31:57,916
There we go.
Careful around the eyes.

483
00:31:59,167 --> 00:32:01,795
Good. Very good, Dr. Grey.

484
00:32:16,810 --> 00:32:17,936
- Get out.
- No.

485
00:32:18,019 --> 00:32:19,020
- Get out!
- No!

486
00:32:19,146 --> 00:32:21,731
- Richard, get out!
- No!

487
00:32:22,858 --> 00:32:26,111
I've destroyed lives before.
Several, in fact.

488
00:32:26,194 --> 00:32:29,448
Yours is not one of them. I sent the
woman you love out here to help you.

489
00:32:29,531 --> 00:32:33,285
I sent the woman who loves you
out here to bring you back to your life.

490
00:32:33,368 --> 00:32:37,247
If you ruin it with her, that's on you.
I don't accept it.

491
00:32:38,206 --> 00:32:40,876
You're scared, drunk,
don't know which way is up.

492
00:32:40,959 --> 00:32:44,754
You threw a punch at your best friend,
a ring at Meredith, wanna throw me out.

493
00:32:44,838 --> 00:32:46,715
I'm not accepting it!

494
00:32:47,382 --> 00:32:51,636
Because I'm older than you,
and I've been where you are.

495
00:32:52,012 --> 00:32:54,639
You been drunk for a few days.
I was drunk for years.

496
00:32:57,934 --> 00:33:00,228
And I know
you're gonna need at least one friend

497
00:33:00,312 --> 00:33:02,772
when you come out of that hole
you're digging.

498
00:33:06,860 --> 00:33:08,487
I hope you come out of it soon.

499
00:33:12,741 --> 00:33:14,409
I'll be here when you do.

500
00:33:16,578 --> 00:33:18,413
I don't think I can get her back.

501
00:33:22,167 --> 00:33:23,251
Did you call her?

502
00:33:28,465 --> 00:33:30,258
What am I gonna say?

503
00:33:34,930 --> 00:33:37,140
I had an affair for years.

504
00:33:39,226 --> 00:33:42,020
When Adele found out, somehow she...

505
00:33:46,399 --> 00:33:48,735
She took me back.

506
00:33:52,364 --> 00:33:54,282
You can make your way back...

507
00:33:55,575 --> 00:33:57,160
...from anything.

508
00:34:00,205 --> 00:34:02,874
This is year one of your residency.

509
00:34:02,958 --> 00:34:06,127
You turn on each other now,
you're not gonna make it.

510
00:34:11,091 --> 00:34:13,718
OK. Here's what's gonna happen.

511
00:34:13,802 --> 00:34:17,138
All of you are going to go find
the sense the good Lord gave you

512
00:34:17,264 --> 00:34:21,142
and never behave like this
within the four walls of this hospital

513
00:34:21,226 --> 00:34:23,979
ever again. You are doctors.

514
00:34:24,062 --> 00:34:28,149
Pierce, get an ice pack and put it on
that oozing, disgusting mess of an eye.

515
00:34:28,275 --> 00:34:31,653
And, Steve, go to the pit
and get that unsanitary,

516
00:34:31,778 --> 00:34:34,531
bloody hand X-rayed and stitched.

517
00:34:34,656 --> 00:34:39,661
And, Megan, you should go to OB
because yes, you are pregnant.

518
00:34:41,705 --> 00:34:43,832
That was very Bailey.

519
00:34:47,460 --> 00:34:51,423
- You ready, Dr. Yang?
- Wait! I'm sorry.

520
00:34:51,506 --> 00:34:53,925
I need one thing from you
before I go under.

521
00:34:54,009 --> 00:34:57,095
I haven't asked for much.
You haven't answered my questions.

522
00:34:57,178 --> 00:34:59,723
I understand you're busy,
but I'm scared.

523
00:34:59,848 --> 00:35:03,435
I don't wanna die. I want to go
on a tour of Russia with my friends.

524
00:35:03,518 --> 00:35:08,273
I may just be a batty old lady to you,
and this may be a silly procedure,

525
00:35:08,356 --> 00:35:11,943
but I need you to tell me
that it's gonna be OK.

526
00:35:12,027 --> 00:35:14,195
You're my surgeon, after all.

527
00:35:16,448 --> 00:35:19,284
This isn't a silly procedure to me,
Miss Sulley.

528
00:35:19,367 --> 00:35:22,954
- And I will get you through this.
- OK.

529
00:35:23,038 --> 00:35:24,205
Thank you.

530
00:35:25,832 --> 00:35:27,000
I'm ready now.

531
00:35:46,728 --> 00:35:49,147
Izzie has stage four metastatic melanoma

532
00:35:49,230 --> 00:35:51,733
that has spread to her brain,
liver and skin.

533
00:35:51,816 --> 00:35:56,071
She may only have months to live
and she's resisting treatment.

534
00:35:56,196 --> 00:35:58,031
She needs help.

535
00:36:02,410 --> 00:36:03,828
Scalpel.

536
00:36:18,593 --> 00:36:20,762
Don't try to talk. It'll only hurt.

537
00:36:20,887 --> 00:36:23,848
- You did great.
- Can he see his new face?

538
00:36:23,932 --> 00:36:27,185
- I think he'd really like to see it.
- It's still early.

539
00:36:27,268 --> 00:36:31,439
It's very swollen and bruised.
The tissue needs time to settle.

540
00:36:31,564 --> 00:36:35,652
But yeah. I'll give you a sneak peak.

541
00:37:28,371 --> 00:37:30,790
Sometimes we fail,
but that's not always the case.

542
00:37:30,874 --> 00:37:32,333
I know.

543
00:37:32,917 --> 00:37:37,338
Blowhole has a new face. And what people
call him to get through the day has...

544
00:37:37,422 --> 00:37:38,715
I know.

545
00:37:41,509 --> 00:37:44,763
I told Alex. And Bailey.

546
00:37:44,846 --> 00:37:47,807
And they're telling Meredith and George.

547
00:37:48,266 --> 00:37:50,351
- Cristina...
- I couldn't do my job.

548
00:37:50,518 --> 00:37:53,104
I think you came to me for help,
and that's what I did.

549
00:37:53,188 --> 00:37:55,940
Because sometimes we win, Izzie.

550
00:37:56,691 --> 00:37:58,193
And I want you to fight.

551
00:37:59,360 --> 00:38:02,197
OK? For whatever that's worth,
I want you to fight.

552
00:38:10,705 --> 00:38:11,915
Thank you.

553
00:38:51,246 --> 00:38:52,497
Dr. Grey.

554
00:38:53,915 --> 00:38:57,001
They think you're taking advantage
of me, that I'm using you.

555
00:38:57,293 --> 00:38:58,586
But they don't know us.

556
00:38:59,462 --> 00:39:02,423
They think that we're ugly,
but I know that we're beautiful.

557
00:39:03,258 --> 00:39:05,802
And we can adapt
to a hostile environment.

558
00:39:19,357 --> 00:39:22,277
- Thanks for coming.
- Thanks for calling.

559
00:39:25,947 --> 00:39:27,115
I love you.

560
00:39:29,367 --> 00:39:30,660
I know.

561
00:39:35,081 --> 00:39:37,625
Would you still love me
if I wasn't a surgeon?

562
00:39:41,379 --> 00:39:42,380
No.

563
00:39:49,304 --> 00:39:52,849
No, because Izzie...

564
00:39:54,142 --> 00:39:56,811
...has skin cancer
that's spread to her brain.

565
00:39:59,314 --> 00:40:02,317
You're one of about 20 people
in the world who can save her.

566
00:40:03,818 --> 00:40:08,531
I don't know if I respect somebody who
could walk away from a gift like that.

567
00:40:11,284 --> 00:40:12,869
So please don't.

568
00:40:16,789 --> 00:40:18,750
Here are her scans.

569
00:40:21,377 --> 00:40:23,046
It's pretty bad.

570
00:40:36,434 --> 00:40:40,855
Practicing medicine doesn't lend itself
well to the making of friends.

571
00:40:45,360 --> 00:40:47,946
Maybe because life and mortality...

572
00:40:51,491 --> 00:40:53,701
...are in our faces all the time.

573
00:40:56,371 --> 00:40:59,040
Maybe because in
staring down death every day...

574
00:41:00,708 --> 00:41:03,002
...we're forced to know that life...

575
00:41:04,045 --> 00:41:05,713
...every minute...

576
00:41:07,090 --> 00:41:08,341
...is borrowed time.

577
00:41:15,932 --> 00:41:18,851
And each person
we let ourselves care about...

578
00:41:25,066 --> 00:41:28,403
...is just one more loss,
somewhere down the line.

579
00:41:35,576 --> 00:41:36,911
For this reason,

580
00:41:38,079 --> 00:41:42,125
I know some doctors who just
don't bother making friends at all.

581
00:41:50,591 --> 00:41:52,093
But the rest of us...

582
00:41:53,970 --> 00:41:56,431
...we make it our job to move that line.

583
00:41:59,892 --> 00:42:02,061
To push each loss...

584
00:42:05,023 --> 00:42:07,525
...as far away as we can.

