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<i>Previously</i>
<i>on</i> Grey's Anatomy:

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The Chief's under the spell
of some insane man in camouflage.

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Major Owen Hunt.
I'm a trauma surgeon.

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You're reading your mom's diary?

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I'm not half the surgeon my mother was.

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Chief wants us
to give George one of our interns?

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You didn't even think to ask for me?
Screw you, Dr. O'Malley.

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We can take it slow.
Maybe just... first base.

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Meredith.

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- I'm only opening one box.
- Plan was not to open any.

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The plan was to take
the boxes to the attic.

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Look, it's Anatomy Jane.

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<i>For a surgeon,</i>
<i>every patient is a battlefield.</i>

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- I'll never have my own office.
- <i>They're our terrain,</i>

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<i>where we advance, retreat,</i>
<i>try to remove all the landmines.</i>

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- And she still has her little twosh.
- Her what?

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Anatomy Jane had detachable organs.

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I could never remember the real names,
so I made up names.

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Like the twosh was next to the chubbel.

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And that was connected to the slivvy.

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- Oh, and look, it's the jelly pouch.
- Jelly pouch, my favorite.

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Still can't get enough
of the jelly pouch.

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<i>Just when you think you won</i>
<i>the battle, made the world safe again...</i>

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<i>...along comes another landmine.</i>

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- Are we screwing other people or not?
- What?

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I want to know if you're gonna go
screw O'Malley or some other loser.

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Then I don't cancel my plans
with the chick from Peds.

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You're an ass.

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What?

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- That was amazing.
- Yay.

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It was for me, too.

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- I mean, that was amazing.
- For me too!

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My whole life, my whole adult life,
I have been with men,

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and it always felt,
you know, fine, good.

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But I never...

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I mean, I did, but not...

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Not like this.

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This is like... needing glasses.

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- I blinded you?
- No. When I was a kid,

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I would get these headaches
and I went to the doctor,

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and they said that I needed glasses.

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I didn't understand that.
It didn't make sense to me

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because I could see fine,
and then I get the glasses

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and I put them on and I'm in the car
on the way home,

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and, suddenly, I yell...

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...because the big green blobs
I'd been staring at my whole life,

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they weren't big green blobs!

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They were leaves... on trees.

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I could see the leaves.

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And I didn't even know
I was missing the leaves,

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I didn't even know that leaves existed,
and then... leaves.

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You are glasses.

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I am so gay.

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I am so, so, so gay.

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I am extremely gay.

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Um...

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I have to go.

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Gentlemen, I want you to meet the new
head of trauma at Seattle Grace,

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Major Owen Hunt. You remember
Derek Shepherd, Mark Sloan?

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- He stole my patient.
- Mine too.

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- Now you'll get a chance to steal mine.
- Looking forward to it.

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I talked to a friend
of mine at the DOH.

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Now that we have Owen,
we are being reclassified

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as a level-one trauma unit
by the end of the month.

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That explains it.

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My mom bought it for me when I was five,

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which was a super creepy gift
for a five-year-old, but I liked it.

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Run!

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- OK, what was that all about?
- I just saw Owen. Major Owen Hunt.

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The guy who pulled
the icicle from my chest.

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- I thought he was in Iraq.
- Now he's here, in my hospital.

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- OK, so?
- So... So we kissed.

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He kissed me. It was stupid,
it was nothing. Stupid nothing.

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But you don't think he thinks
it was a stupid nothing.

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He obviously likes me, he's back.
What's he doing?

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Don't think he quit the military
for you? That'd be severely stalkery,

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but very romantic.

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I'm not getting involved
with another attending.

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Coast clear?

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- You paged me, chief?
- Yes, I did.

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'Cause generally, when I'm paged to
the helipad, there's something landing.

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Yeah. You pulled off a 12-person
domino surgery last week.

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That's the kind of thing
we need every week.

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It's the kind of thing that shows me
you'll be a great surgeon someday.

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- Well, thank you, sir.
- It's not enough.

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I don't want you to be just great.
I want you to be the best.

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If you're gonna succeed me as the
best general surgeon in this hospital,

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you need to start now, today,
which means you need to be me.

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You want to take point
on a surgery, take point.

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Problem comes up, solve it.
Don't talk to me, just do it.

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- Be me.
- Be you?

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Be me.

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I can do that.

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I don't know why you had to bring me
all the way up here to...

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That's why. Lake Washington Med
is sending over a 10-year-old girl

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with an abdominal leiomyosarcoma.
It's inoperable.

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You're gonna have to put together a team
and come up with a plan to save her.

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- Save a girl with an inoperable tumor?
- It isn't easy being me.

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What's wrong with you?

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What's wrong with me?

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We've been sleeping together
for a week and already you're bored.

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I'm hot and great in bed,
so what's wrong with you?

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I didn't say I was bored. I asked if
I should keep sleeping with Michelle.

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I'm asking if you're all in.
What's wrong with that?

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You're a barbarian. How can I be
all in with an actual barbarian?

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Fine. Claudia in Radiology thinks
I have a hot ass. I'll tap that next.

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You do that.

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Would you mind picking up...
Lexie, I'm your roommate.

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- You'll eventually have to talk to me.
- I reject that supposition.

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- I reject your rejection.
- I ignore your rejection of rejection.

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- I don't reject you, George.
- Thank you.

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OK, two things. You all have
a skills lab this morning.

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It is mandatory. Don't think
about trying to get out.

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Second, one of you will not
have to go to the mandatory lab

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because you will be assisting me

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in my efforts to remove an inoperable
tumor from a 10-year-old girl.

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- I'll do it.
- You won't.

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You have a hundred delinquent charts.
You will do those after the lab.

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Slacker.

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How can you operate
on an inoperable tumor?

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- Karev is also out. You doubted me.
- What did I say?

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- I don't doubt you.
- Yang is out too.

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You weren't supportive
of a fellow resident

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who couldn't get his paperwork
under control.

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What is that?
Grey, is that Anatomy Jane?

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- Yes.
- With the 24 removable organs

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and the optional parts
to simulate pregnancy?

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- Yes. Does that mean I'm out too?
- No, that means you're in.

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- Yes!
- Not fair.

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Next time you'll know
to bring in an ugly doll.

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Dr. Yang, what exactly happens
in a skills lab?

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- Who are you?
- I'm your new intern. Ryan Spalding.

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I'm never gonna remember that.
You're... 4.2.

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Three, Three.

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- Is everything OK?
- Shut up. Don't move.

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I'm Dr. Hunt. Over the next few months

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I'll be teaching you how to work
quickly and efficiently

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to keep someone alive
in the circumstances

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where the safe bet is they're dead
by the end of the hour.

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Anyone have a problem
working with live tissue?

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- Live tissue?
- Anyone?

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Speak now. In fact, leave now.

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If not, I own you
for the rest of the day.

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Good. Here we go.

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Each resident gets a pig,
interns assist.

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Hang on.

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Go ahead.

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Save their lives.

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You're a monster.

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They're under,
they didn't feel any pain.

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- You stabbed them!
- Yeah, so we can save them.

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We can practice on surgical mannequins.
We can learn to do the same stuff.

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- Does that mean you're out?
- Yeah, I'm out!

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In that case, who wants two pigs?

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Tori Begler, age 10.
Tori has an abdominal leiomyosarcoma.

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The tumor is wrapped around
her celiac artery, her splenic artery

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and her left gastric artery.
It is considered unresectable.

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Did you understand a word of that, Tori?

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Not really.

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Grey.

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This is Anatomy Jane.

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- She's kinda funny-looking.
- She is funny-looking, but helpful.

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So the tumor...
is way down here in your belly.

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Hard to get at because
it's underneath all these organs.

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- Hard but not impossible, right?
- We're gonna try everything we can.

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Everything you can should include
your cardiothoracic gal.

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Dr. Stewart at Seattle Pres said
the vasculature is the problem,

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and you stole the best cardiovascular
surgeon he's ever had.

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If she's not on Tori's team
we're leaving, going to San Francisco.

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Fudge? It's homemade.

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- I love this hospital.
- Yeah, no small talk. Come on.

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- More lessons?
- No lessons, just sex.

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Nothing fancy, just plain
missionary, boy<i>I</i>girl, penis<i>I</i>vagina sex.

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I mean it. No dirty talk, no Erica talk.
No talk. Just grunting and grinding.

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- Now who's talking dirty?
- Shut up!

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- What's this about?
- I'm testing a theory.

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Good. That looks good.

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Are you petting the pig?

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Stop petting the pig.

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Spending a lot of time on that
anastomosis. What's your name again?

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Yang. Cristina Yang.

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Right. Come take a look
at this guy's pig.

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- O'Malley?
- This is gonna be good.

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- Make way for Dr. Yang.
- See what he did?

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He stopped the bleeding, then
moved on to his liver laceration.

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But sloppy work
can lead to complications.

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Two days from now when this pig
starts vomiting blood

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O'Malley'll wish he'd been thorough.

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He can come back later, make things
pretty when his pig is stable.

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Meanwhile your pig is getting
acidotic and hypothermic.

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If this was a scrawny kid
he'd be dead by now.

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- Quick and dirty, Cristine.
- "A." Cristina.

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Let's guide the catheter
into the celiac axis.

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Turning on the fluoro.

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What? Excuse me a sec.

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Hello, you can't be in here.

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That's my Uncle Pat
and Aunt Jean.

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They like to make sure
I don't get lonely.

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She's not lonely. Dr. Grey and I
are very entertaining.

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OK, fine. They have to stay in there.
There's radiation in here.

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All right, let's inject dye.

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Is everything OK?

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Uh... It's fine.

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Owen Hunt is a murdering,
sadistic bastard.

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- Let me guess, your first wet lab?
- He's stabbing pigs, defenseless pigs,

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or as he likes to call them,
"live tissue,"

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God forbid you should call them animals.

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He is the new head of trauma, Stevens.

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May not be ideal, but if that's
how he does things, roll with it.

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We don't need live subjects.
What happened to "first do no harm"?

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That's about all living things.

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Actually, I think
it's just about humans.

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I'm saying this to you as my roommate
and not my attending.

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Uh-huh.

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You disgust me.

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- Damn it!
- What, it wasn't good for you?

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- Impossible.
- It's not that it wasn't good.

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It's that it was.

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- A "thank you" would've been nice.
- You paged me?

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Got a 10-year-old girl with a tumor
wrapped around her aorta.

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- I'm putting together a team.
- This is her angio?

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Thing is wrapped around
five major arteries.

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- It's bad, but I've got ideas.
- Try them on someone who might live.

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I admit it doesn't look great,

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- but her family mentioned you by name.
- That's nice, but I really don't care.

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Well, I do.

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Don't get emotional, Bailey.
No one likes a girl who gets emotional.

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Still, I'd like you on my team.

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I'm sorry about this, little guy.
It must've been awful.

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One day you're at some beautiful farm
out in the country,

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00:13:58,504 --> 00:14:02,065
breathing in the fresh air,
lounging in the mud with your friends.

232
00:14:02,107 --> 00:14:03,972
Next thing you know you're sedated

233
00:14:04,009 --> 00:14:06,534
- and stabbed in some skills lab.
- Get it together.

234
00:14:06,579 --> 00:14:08,240
Heads up.

235
00:14:08,280 --> 00:14:10,714
Take your interns down to ER.
I'll meet you.

236
00:14:10,749 --> 00:14:14,617
Multiple MVC. Six incoming.
You, lab's over. Do your charts.

237
00:14:14,653 --> 00:14:16,484
- What about my pig?
- She's got it.

238
00:14:16,522 --> 00:14:18,149
- What?
- You're staying here.

239
00:14:18,190 --> 00:14:20,624
With a half dozen crash victims
into the pit?

240
00:14:20,659 --> 00:14:23,822
You have four struggling victims here.
Keep them alive.

241
00:14:23,863 --> 00:14:26,832
Karev gets to work on people
and I have 300 pounds of bacon?

242
00:14:26,866 --> 00:14:29,528
Live bacon. They better be
that way when I get back.

243
00:14:34,506 --> 00:14:38,704
Thirty-five-year-old backseat passenger,
forehead versus window, the window won.

244
00:14:38,744 --> 00:14:41,577
Second-degree burns on the left side.
Vitals stable en route.

245
00:14:41,614 --> 00:14:43,047
Trauma one. What do you got?

246
00:14:43,082 --> 00:14:46,882
Charles Hiott, 46. Positive ecchymosis
over abdomen. Last BP 96 over 68.

247
00:14:46,919 --> 00:14:48,318
Know how to do a trauma ultrasound?

248
00:14:48,354 --> 00:14:50,049
- Yes.
- In that case he's yours.

249
00:14:50,089 --> 00:14:52,557
- Can I help you?
- Dr. Karev paged us.

250
00:14:52,591 --> 00:14:53,888
Got it covered.

251
00:14:53,926 --> 00:14:56,326
A head injury and burns.
Don't think you have it covered.

252
00:14:56,362 --> 00:14:58,330
- Karev, are you a doctor?
- Yes, sir.

253
00:14:58,364 --> 00:15:00,924
Capable of assessing
a patient's injuries?

254
00:15:00,966 --> 00:15:02,661
- Yep.
- Like I said, got it covered.

255
00:15:02,701 --> 00:15:04,362
- Let us dive in.
- Appreciate it,

256
00:15:04,403 --> 00:15:06,496
but I want my residents
to learn to deal with trauma.

257
00:15:06,538 --> 00:15:08,563
They won't learn as much or as fast

258
00:15:08,607 --> 00:15:12,634
if they watch attendings do it
unless that attending is me.

259
00:15:14,113 --> 00:15:17,207
Three other hospitals
have already sent them away.

260
00:15:17,249 --> 00:15:19,774
And if we were smart,
we would do the same thing.

261
00:15:19,818 --> 00:15:21,809
What is the matter with you?

262
00:15:23,122 --> 00:15:25,352
We can try and cut around the stomach.

263
00:15:25,391 --> 00:15:27,655
No. The only way to do that
is to take it out.

264
00:15:27,693 --> 00:15:31,424
- They've done ex-vivo autotransplants.
- With livers and kidneys.

265
00:15:31,463 --> 00:15:33,931
Why don't we take out
the stomach and kidneys?

266
00:15:33,966 --> 00:15:36,127
That'd be great,
if you wanted to kill her.

267
00:15:36,168 --> 00:15:39,501
We're talking about two completely
different blood supplies here.

268
00:15:39,538 --> 00:15:41,768
So no, not a good idea, Grey.

269
00:15:44,343 --> 00:15:45,674
Who are those people?

270
00:15:46,245 --> 00:15:50,705
Uh, that's Tori's dad, Randy,
and his brother, Pat,

271
00:15:50,749 --> 00:15:53,877
and Pat's wife, Jean,
and Tori's brother David...

272
00:15:53,919 --> 00:15:56,717
- Why are they staring at us?
- I don't think they're staring.

273
00:15:56,822 --> 00:15:59,086
I think they're just waiting...

274
00:15:59,124 --> 00:16:01,149
...seeing if we have any news.

275
00:16:01,193 --> 00:16:04,128
Try and come up with something
before I get back.

276
00:16:05,798 --> 00:16:08,266
Close the blinds, Grey.

277
00:16:11,704 --> 00:16:14,605
- You paged me?
- Rambo's completely out of control.

278
00:16:14,640 --> 00:16:17,438
- Excuse me?
- Hunt. He kicked me out of my own ER.

279
00:16:17,476 --> 00:16:19,239
- Did he kill somebody?
- Not yet.

280
00:16:19,278 --> 00:16:21,838
Call me when he does.
I don't have time for it.

281
00:16:21,880 --> 00:16:23,745
I have a dying 10-year-old and doctors

282
00:16:23,782 --> 00:16:26,410
who can't stop bickering
long enough to solve a problem,

283
00:16:26,452 --> 00:16:30,513
except for your girlfriend who's more
interested in playing with a doll.

284
00:16:30,556 --> 00:16:33,582
She dragged that thing all around
the hospital when she was five,

285
00:16:33,625 --> 00:16:36,150
and let me tell you,
it was cuter in a child.

286
00:16:40,065 --> 00:16:41,965
- Any luck?
- What do you think?

287
00:16:42,001 --> 00:16:43,730
I know you want to be number one,

288
00:16:43,769 --> 00:16:47,102
but we can't take in
every charity case that comes along.

289
00:16:47,139 --> 00:16:49,699
It is a huge waste of resources.

290
00:16:51,210 --> 00:16:52,837
It's your call, Dr. Bailey.

291
00:16:53,846 --> 00:16:56,178
Grey, put that away.
This isn't playtime.

292
00:16:56,215 --> 00:17:00,208
I'm not playing, I'm thinking.
What if we took out each of the organs

293
00:17:00,252 --> 00:17:03,016
where the tumor interferes
with the blood supply?

294
00:17:03,055 --> 00:17:06,821
By the time you clamp off the aorta
you risk damaging the other organs.

295
00:17:06,859 --> 00:17:09,657
- Even if you take them out one by one?
- You don't have the time.

296
00:17:09,695 --> 00:17:13,153
What about if we made the time?

297
00:17:15,200 --> 00:17:19,136
Dr. Bailey, let's throw
some stuff up on the board.

298
00:17:22,541 --> 00:17:25,237
CT showed a subdural hematoma.
Should I book an OR?

299
00:17:25,277 --> 00:17:28,246
First thing's first. The scalp
is bleeding. What do you do?

300
00:17:28,280 --> 00:17:30,942
- Normally I page Shepherd.
- Shepherd's not here.

301
00:17:30,983 --> 00:17:34,009
- What do you do to stop the bleeding?
- Suture laceration, tie off bleeders.

302
00:17:34,053 --> 00:17:38,046
That'll take two hours. What would you
use in this room to take care of this?

303
00:17:38,090 --> 00:17:39,819
- Staples?
- It's his forehead.

304
00:17:39,858 --> 00:17:43,089
Want this guy to look like
Frankenstein the rest of his life?

305
00:17:43,128 --> 00:17:44,561
- Skin glue.
- Excellent.

306
00:17:44,596 --> 00:17:47,531
Clean it, close it,
stick a pressure dressing over it.

307
00:17:47,566 --> 00:17:50,501
- How are you feeling, Mr. Hiott?
- Not too good.

308
00:17:50,536 --> 00:17:52,527
How'll we make Mr. Hiott feel better?

309
00:17:52,571 --> 00:17:55,563
Ultrasound showed free fluid.
We'll get him to a CT to confirm.

310
00:17:55,607 --> 00:17:58,576
- Pretty much OR bound.
- Excellent. Is that tetanus?

311
00:17:58,610 --> 00:18:01,977
Know who we have to thank for
the invention of the tetanus shot?

312
00:18:02,014 --> 00:18:05,415
Horses. First experiments
were done on horses.

313
00:18:09,421 --> 00:18:11,389
Want to take out
her abdominal organs?

314
00:18:11,423 --> 00:18:14,654
- Intestines, stomach, everything?
- All at once?

315
00:18:14,693 --> 00:18:15,785
That's right.

316
00:18:15,828 --> 00:18:19,127
We'll put the organs on ice
while we dissect out the tumor,

317
00:18:19,164 --> 00:18:21,598
then reconnect the vessels
using synthetic grafts

318
00:18:21,633 --> 00:18:23,123
and put the organs back in.

319
00:18:23,168 --> 00:18:26,604
Why didn't Graham or Fleisher over
at Lake Washington suggest this?

320
00:18:26,638 --> 00:18:28,230
They're a couple of smarties.

321
00:18:28,273 --> 00:18:30,935
Probably because
it's never been done before.

322
00:18:32,177 --> 00:18:36,136
It is extremely risky. There are any
number of things that could go wrong.

323
00:18:37,850 --> 00:18:40,910
I don't know, Randy.
Maybe we should try more chemo.

324
00:18:40,953 --> 00:18:44,889
With all due respect, Mrs. Begler,
I don't think there's time for that.

325
00:18:46,125 --> 00:18:48,423
Is it going to save her life?

326
00:18:48,460 --> 00:18:51,952
It's your best shot. Your only shot.

327
00:18:56,301 --> 00:18:59,964
- Then do it.
- OK.

328
00:19:02,608 --> 00:19:05,099
Dr. Bailey, I'm not a vet,

329
00:19:05,144 --> 00:19:09,376
and while I can appreciate the value
of practicing technique on live tissue,

330
00:19:09,414 --> 00:19:11,177
there's a multiple MVC in the pit

331
00:19:11,216 --> 00:19:14,777
and my education will be far
better served practicing on humans.

332
00:19:14,820 --> 00:19:17,618
- Who's babysitting the pigs now?
- My interns.

333
00:19:17,656 --> 00:19:20,853
Major Hunt order the interns
to baby-sit the pigs or you?

334
00:19:20,893 --> 00:19:22,793
- Not the point.
- Make it the point.

335
00:19:22,828 --> 00:19:25,023
I don't have time. I'm taking
six organs out of a person.

336
00:19:25,063 --> 00:19:27,793
See, that's not fair.
I'm not Dr. Doolittle.

337
00:19:27,833 --> 00:19:31,234
The zebras and the elephants
are thanking their lucky stars for that.

338
00:19:34,239 --> 00:19:35,934
I have a question.

339
00:19:36,675 --> 00:19:40,236
Why aren't we taking out the kidney
since the left renal artery is involved?

340
00:19:40,279 --> 00:19:43,976
We can remove the tumor
without doing that, so why bother?

341
00:19:46,151 --> 00:19:48,813
- I have another question.
- Yes?

342
00:19:48,854 --> 00:19:50,879
Why can't you look at me?

343
00:19:52,925 --> 00:19:55,826
- What?
- You can't look at me.

344
00:19:55,861 --> 00:19:58,489
You haven't been able
to look at me all day.

345
00:19:58,530 --> 00:20:00,395
I think you're imagining things.

346
00:20:00,899 --> 00:20:05,893
Oh, I don't think I am.
But, hey, if you say so.

347
00:20:05,938 --> 00:20:11,001
I do. I say so. Instead of worrying
about whether or not I'm looking at you,

348
00:20:11,043 --> 00:20:15,844
concentrate on saving a 10-year-old
girl that we're about to eviscerate.

349
00:20:25,357 --> 00:20:28,224
Dr. Grey, why do we
dissect down in quadrants?

350
00:20:28,260 --> 00:20:32,253
So we can look at the vessels
to make sure we have reconstruction.

351
00:20:32,297 --> 00:20:35,164
- Very good.
- Suction in here, please.

352
00:20:35,200 --> 00:20:37,862
Tori's dad is on the phone.
OR desk wants to know

353
00:20:37,903 --> 00:20:39,734
- if they can put him through.
- No.

354
00:20:39,771 --> 00:20:42,103
- He's insistent.
- I'm busy.

355
00:20:42,140 --> 00:20:45,268
I think... Hold this up
a little bit higher, Dr. Grey.

356
00:20:45,711 --> 00:20:48,339
I want to make sure to avoid... that!

357
00:20:49,615 --> 00:20:53,142
- Let's get some clamps.
- Another clamp, please.

358
00:20:53,185 --> 00:20:55,813
- Right there.
- Let's hang another bag of blood.

359
00:20:55,854 --> 00:20:58,152
Better hope the aorta's
not that friable.

360
00:20:58,190 --> 00:21:01,489
Otherwise all the blood in the world
won't save this girl.

361
00:21:04,830 --> 00:21:07,594
- Ryan, what's Reggie's pulse?
- Sixty-nine.

362
00:21:07,633 --> 00:21:11,364
Really? 'Cause Wilbur's at 102.
I'm pretty sure that's bad.

363
00:21:11,403 --> 00:21:14,497
- Babe's like an ox. Hers is 52.
- Hey, no cute names!

364
00:21:14,539 --> 00:21:16,734
They're not pets, they're subjects.

365
00:21:16,775 --> 00:21:20,768
It's not our job to get affectionate.
It's our job to keep them alive,

366
00:21:21,413 --> 00:21:25,679
so the attending who thinks we're
incapable can choke on his words.

367
00:21:25,717 --> 00:21:28,914
So I don't want to hear Wilbur or Babe.

368
00:21:28,954 --> 00:21:33,323
You want to call them something,
call them sausage or prosciutto.

369
00:21:33,358 --> 00:21:35,588
Wilbur's crashing.

370
00:21:35,627 --> 00:21:39,256
- What? What did you do?
- I don't... I don't...

371
00:21:40,299 --> 00:21:43,632
I gotta re-open that
thoracotomy. Pull that chest tray back.

372
00:21:46,471 --> 00:21:49,565
- Dr. Bailey?
- Removing the organs on three.

373
00:21:49,841 --> 00:21:53,106
Ready? One... two...

374
00:21:53,145 --> 00:21:56,672
...three.

375
00:22:00,452 --> 00:22:02,477
Let me have it.

376
00:22:07,559 --> 00:22:08,924
Wow.

377
00:22:08,960 --> 00:22:13,761
I'll need medium and large
vessel loops to dissect out the tumor.

378
00:22:13,799 --> 00:22:17,064
Mr. Begler again. He wants
to talk to you about his daughter.

379
00:22:17,102 --> 00:22:19,832
- I'm pretty busy.
- I already told him that.

380
00:22:19,871 --> 00:22:22,032
- Tell him again.
- I've told him 18 times.

381
00:22:22,074 --> 00:22:24,372
Chief,
you need to go talk to them.

382
00:22:25,777 --> 00:22:27,768
Hey, you did put me in charge.

383
00:22:29,381 --> 00:22:32,179
I'll be back.

384
00:22:33,452 --> 00:22:36,114
What the hell?
Look at this crap.

385
00:22:36,154 --> 00:22:39,123
Is that glue? You used skin glue?

386
00:22:39,858 --> 00:22:42,656
Dr. Hunt wanted to get him
out of there pretty quick.

387
00:22:42,694 --> 00:22:45,424
Because Dr. Hunt didn't
have you revise the wound,

388
00:22:45,464 --> 00:22:47,329
he could lose half his face.

389
00:22:47,366 --> 00:22:49,630
You can't rotate a flap,
you call someone who can.

390
00:22:49,668 --> 00:22:52,296
He says the ER's like being
in the field. Use what's available.

391
00:22:52,337 --> 00:22:56,467
What qualifies us as a war zone, Karev?
Our undermanned gift shop?

392
00:22:56,508 --> 00:22:58,976
The lukewarm drinks
from the coffee cart?

393
00:22:59,010 --> 00:23:00,773
Guy's a meatballer. What do you expect?

394
00:23:00,812 --> 00:23:03,178
- Meatballer?
- Trauma guys slap it together.

395
00:23:06,485 --> 00:23:09,215
- Dr. Webber, how's Tori?
- Stable.

396
00:23:09,254 --> 00:23:12,485
We're removing the tumor.
I should be in there to help,

397
00:23:12,524 --> 00:23:15,152
- but I'm out here instead.
- I just needed an update.

398
00:23:15,193 --> 00:23:17,627
Not important you get
an update right now.

399
00:23:17,662 --> 00:23:20,597
The best doctors we have
are focused on your daughter.

400
00:23:20,632 --> 00:23:23,863
Calls and interruptions
don't help us focus.

401
00:23:23,902 --> 00:23:27,531
I'm sorry. I know we have been
underfoot sometimes,

402
00:23:27,572 --> 00:23:29,665
but we have been to a lot of hospitals,

403
00:23:29,708 --> 00:23:32,677
and hospitals are not easy places
to get information.

404
00:23:32,711 --> 00:23:35,908
A lot of times it's impossible
to get a doctor to talk to you

405
00:23:35,947 --> 00:23:38,211
or to get the doctors
to talk to each other.

406
00:23:38,250 --> 00:23:41,879
And I don't know if it's neglect
or their egos getting in the way,

407
00:23:41,920 --> 00:23:45,412
I don't care. We're just trying
to take care of our little girl.

408
00:23:45,457 --> 00:23:48,824
She's 10, she's scared and she's sick.

409
00:23:49,428 --> 00:23:52,022
We're doing whatever we can.

410
00:23:55,534 --> 00:23:58,094
Don't ever stop
taking care of her like that.

411
00:24:02,407 --> 00:24:05,035
Stevens, have you ever used
a GIA stapler?

412
00:24:05,076 --> 00:24:07,374
No, but I'm ready, I can handle it.

413
00:24:07,412 --> 00:24:09,846
Answer me three questions
and I'll let you.

414
00:24:09,881 --> 00:24:12,042
- OK.
- Question one:

415
00:24:12,083 --> 00:24:15,382
The polio vaccine, which animal
do we have to thank for that?

416
00:24:15,420 --> 00:24:18,651
- This really necessary?
- Only if you want to use that stapler.

417
00:24:18,690 --> 00:24:20,920
- Flipper babies.
- What?

418
00:24:20,959 --> 00:24:24,520
Flipper babies. Ten thousand babies
were born with birth defects

419
00:24:24,563 --> 00:24:27,498
in the 1950s because their pregnant
mothers took Thalidomide.

420
00:24:27,532 --> 00:24:30,865
First developed on guinea pigs.
Guinea pigs didn't have side effects.

421
00:24:30,902 --> 00:24:31,926
And your point?

422
00:24:31,970 --> 00:24:35,462
My point is that humans and animals
have different physiologies,

423
00:24:35,507 --> 00:24:38,442
- different reactions.
- They can have different reactions.

424
00:24:38,477 --> 00:24:41,844
- Doesn't mean they will.
- Tell that to those babies and moms.

425
00:24:42,414 --> 00:24:45,713
So the polio vaccine,
developed using mice and monkeys.

426
00:24:45,750 --> 00:24:49,015
You can keep your stapler.
It's not worth it.

427
00:24:50,622 --> 00:24:52,681
Give me the status on Reggie and Paddy.

428
00:24:52,724 --> 00:24:55,056
Reggie's fine.
Paddy's pulse ox is low but stable.

429
00:24:55,093 --> 00:24:56,424
- Babe?
- Holding steady.

430
00:24:56,461 --> 00:24:58,429
Thought we weren't supposed
to give them names.

431
00:24:58,463 --> 00:25:02,126
I could give them numbers but then
I'd tell you Three needs antibiotics

432
00:25:02,167 --> 00:25:04,533
and find you shoving a needle
in Grey's ass.

433
00:25:04,569 --> 00:25:06,628
His vitals
are getting worse, damn it.

434
00:25:06,671 --> 00:25:09,697
- Uh, did you check his lung?
- I took out an entire lobe.

435
00:25:09,741 --> 00:25:12,073
- His descending aorta?
- I've tried everything.

436
00:25:12,110 --> 00:25:14,101
Pulseless.

437
00:25:14,145 --> 00:25:16,272
That's it. We need
to give him more exposure.

438
00:25:16,314 --> 00:25:20,011
- You're opening him up more?
- I need everyone's help, stem to stern.

439
00:25:21,019 --> 00:25:23,487
What if he can't take it?
You could kill him.

440
00:25:23,522 --> 00:25:27,356
Don't get emotional. Get ready to
start massaging his heart. Scalpel.

441
00:25:30,795 --> 00:25:32,990
Bailey, can you
dissect any more?

442
00:25:33,031 --> 00:25:36,364
There's nothing to dissect.
There's barely any artery left.

443
00:25:36,401 --> 00:25:38,801
What about if we extend
the Gore-Tex graft?

444
00:25:38,837 --> 00:25:40,805
What's left is too friable.

445
00:25:40,839 --> 00:25:43,307
We can't reconnect the organs
to the vessels?

446
00:25:43,341 --> 00:25:47,437
- Not at this moment. No.
- But if we can't reconnect,

447
00:25:47,479 --> 00:25:49,470
they won't reperfuse and they'll die.

448
00:25:49,514 --> 00:25:52,142
- Yes, they will.
- Too late for a transplant?

449
00:25:52,183 --> 00:25:55,949
Well, we'd have to find six
good organs in about eight hours.

450
00:25:55,987 --> 00:25:59,718
- It's too late for a transplant.
- And a gold star for Grey.

451
00:26:09,768 --> 00:26:12,498
We could
put in more Gore-Tex.

452
00:26:12,537 --> 00:26:14,129
Oh, put even more
synthetic material in?

453
00:26:14,172 --> 00:26:17,733
- What about a saphenous vein graft?
- She's getting acidotic.

454
00:26:17,776 --> 00:26:20,438
- That has to be pre-planned.
- What's your idea?

455
00:26:20,478 --> 00:26:21,502
Excuse me?

456
00:26:21,546 --> 00:26:24,413
You're good at shooting down every idea
we come up with. What's yours?

457
00:26:24,449 --> 00:26:27,680
It was my idea not to do this
in the first place, Dr. Bailey.

458
00:26:27,719 --> 00:26:30,882
Yeah, and you made that very clear
every chance you got.

459
00:26:30,922 --> 00:26:34,050
Shut up! I don't care
who had what idea when.

460
00:26:34,092 --> 00:26:38,153
Get over yourselves.
Shut up and talk to each other.

461
00:26:43,935 --> 00:26:49,305
What about using
human umbilical vein?

462
00:26:49,341 --> 00:26:54,438
- Ready to go, already heparinized.
- OK. I like it.

463
00:26:54,479 --> 00:26:57,141
- Erica, what do you think?
- It could work.

464
00:26:57,182 --> 00:27:00,413
It's Dr. Bailey's call,
if she wants to do it.

465
00:27:00,986 --> 00:27:05,013
- I do.
- OK, in that case, let's do it.

466
00:27:06,358 --> 00:27:08,383
Nice work on the valve.

467
00:27:08,426 --> 00:27:11,623
First developed in pigs, but more
recently in cows.

468
00:27:11,663 --> 00:27:15,258
Are you done beating me up for the day
because I'd like to go home.

469
00:27:15,300 --> 00:27:17,791
- I was trying to teach you.
- You want to teach us?

470
00:27:17,836 --> 00:27:21,272
Take us to the Simulab with
the plastic guys who have heart rates

471
00:27:21,306 --> 00:27:24,104
and blood pressure and croak
when you nick an artery.

472
00:27:24,142 --> 00:27:27,737
Until you apply scalpel to skin
you're just going through motions.

473
00:27:27,779 --> 00:27:29,542
That attitude? That's from before.

474
00:27:29,581 --> 00:27:31,981
We have technology.
We don't have to torture creatures.

475
00:27:32,851 --> 00:27:34,785
You don't get to accuse me of torture.
Those animals felt no pain.

476
00:27:34,819 --> 00:27:37,219
You don't know that.
You don't know that.

477
00:27:37,255 --> 00:27:41,089
You don't know what they felt,
you don't know how scared they were.

478
00:27:41,126 --> 00:27:44,095
Animals are sensitive
and intelligent creatures.

479
00:27:44,129 --> 00:27:47,758
And that is not me being emotional,
that is simply the truth.

480
00:27:47,799 --> 00:27:51,701
Want me to learn from your methods?
Want me to learn anything from you?

481
00:27:51,736 --> 00:27:56,139
Then don't stab pigs in front of me
and tell me the sky isn't blue.

482
00:27:56,174 --> 00:27:59,974
You are torturing God's creatures in
an age where we have the technology

483
00:28:00,011 --> 00:28:03,208
that no longer requires us to.
If you want to do that, go ahead,

484
00:28:03,248 --> 00:28:06,183
but don't tell me I'm less
of a doctor for walking away.

485
00:28:08,920 --> 00:28:12,378
Come on, Wilbur, don't do this.

486
00:28:13,391 --> 00:28:15,689
His heart's not filling. You know...

487
00:28:15,727 --> 00:28:19,026
Massage it with both hands,
like a heart sandwich.

488
00:28:19,064 --> 00:28:21,328
Good. Good.

489
00:28:22,600 --> 00:28:25,034
There! Right there. Stupid.
Look at that.

490
00:28:25,070 --> 00:28:28,301
The knife went through
his diaphragm into his spleen. OK.

491
00:28:28,339 --> 00:28:29,829
Hand me those clamps.

492
00:28:29,874 --> 00:28:32,672
We've got blood pooling
the lower left quadrant.

493
00:28:32,711 --> 00:28:37,239
- Anybody see where it's coming from?
- Here. This graft. Satinsky clamps.

494
00:28:37,282 --> 00:28:39,750
- And four-0 Prolene.
- Scissors.

495
00:28:42,520 --> 00:28:44,545
Waiting, Dr. Bailey.

496
00:28:46,324 --> 00:28:48,554
OK,
this thing's coming out.

497
00:28:49,794 --> 00:28:51,762
We're still waiting, Dr. Bailey.

498
00:28:51,796 --> 00:28:55,197
OK. Suction. Clear it out.

499
00:28:56,801 --> 00:28:58,291
OK, release clamps.

500
00:29:01,072 --> 00:29:03,233
Hold on, hold on, hold on.

501
00:29:03,274 --> 00:29:05,970
- Right in here.
- Still nothing.

502
00:29:07,145 --> 00:29:08,806
No pulsation.

503
00:29:12,484 --> 00:29:14,850
Come on, come on.

504
00:29:17,756 --> 00:29:19,883
Reperfusion complete!

505
00:29:20,291 --> 00:29:22,452
The heart's beating on its own.

506
00:29:24,796 --> 00:29:25,820
All right!

507
00:29:28,867 --> 00:29:29,891
All right.

508
00:29:30,969 --> 00:29:34,132
Everyone, hell of a job.

509
00:29:40,779 --> 00:29:44,875
I've known women to be upset because
they couldn't make it to the big finish.

510
00:29:44,916 --> 00:29:46,884
Never had anything to do with me.

511
00:29:46,918 --> 00:29:49,352
Usually something to do
with their anatomy.

512
00:29:49,387 --> 00:29:52,083
Point is, I've never known
a woman to be upset

513
00:29:52,123 --> 00:29:56,958
because she could take a curtain call.
You're a conundrum, Torres.

514
00:29:59,130 --> 00:30:01,155
Erica cried this morning.

515
00:30:01,199 --> 00:30:04,464
In bed. After sex.

516
00:30:04,502 --> 00:30:07,596
That was a compliment, for you.

517
00:30:07,639 --> 00:30:11,632
- The crying was a compliment.
- It wasn't a compliment for me.

518
00:30:11,676 --> 00:30:15,635
She was having a revelation.
She was having...

519
00:30:16,281 --> 00:30:18,374
The sex is awesome with Erica.

520
00:30:19,951 --> 00:30:23,182
We've reached awesome, which is...

521
00:30:23,221 --> 00:30:26,349
- Awesome.
- Yes, but it's also awesome with you.

522
00:30:26,391 --> 00:30:28,655
So, what's the problem?

523
00:30:30,161 --> 00:30:33,130
Guess I thought there should be
a difference...

524
00:30:33,164 --> 00:30:35,598
...between you and Erica.

525
00:30:36,100 --> 00:30:40,002
If I'm... There should be a difference.

526
00:30:42,841 --> 00:30:45,537
The difference between me and Erica

527
00:30:45,577 --> 00:30:49,138
is that I know you had sex
with her 12 hours ago.

528
00:30:49,180 --> 00:30:52,707
She doesn't know you had sex with me,
and that makes you a cheater.

529
00:30:52,750 --> 00:30:56,311
Do you want to be a cheater?
'Cause I'm fine with it.

530
00:30:56,354 --> 00:30:59,016
The question is, are you?

531
00:31:01,926 --> 00:31:03,985
Gonna yell at the major general.
Wanna come?

532
00:31:04,028 --> 00:31:07,361
- Hell yeah. Be right there.
- Hey, Torres.

533
00:31:07,398 --> 00:31:08,797
Hey.

534
00:31:12,103 --> 00:31:14,196
- Hunt, can I talk to you?
- Sure.

535
00:31:14,239 --> 00:31:16,901
- Karev?
- No, no, he can stay.

536
00:31:16,941 --> 00:31:20,308
Want Karev to hear how you screwed up
the flap of my head trauma, fine.

537
00:31:20,345 --> 00:31:22,142
My job's to keep him alive.
It's what I did.

538
00:31:22,180 --> 00:31:24,045
What you did was almost maim a guy
for the rest of his life.

539
00:31:24,082 --> 00:31:26,983
You're lucky I saved the blood supply.

540
00:31:27,018 --> 00:31:30,181
- What would you have done?
- A man with a deep scalp wound,

541
00:31:30,221 --> 00:31:33,850
and two of the best surgeons in
the country standing ten feet away.

542
00:31:33,892 --> 00:31:37,953
I would've asked those two surgeons
to step in. That's what I would've done.

543
00:31:37,996 --> 00:31:41,898
I mean, medically. What would you
have done medically so I can do better?

544
00:31:41,933 --> 00:31:45,801
I recognize there's different ways
of doing things, even the basics.

545
00:31:45,837 --> 00:31:48,499
Here, someone appears dead,
you go to them first.

546
00:31:48,539 --> 00:31:51,838
In Iraq someone appears dead you don't.
This is day one for me.

547
00:31:51,876 --> 00:31:55,607
You think there's a better way
then tell me, and I'll listen.

548
00:32:00,652 --> 00:32:04,554
- Again, both of you, great job.
- Thank you.

549
00:32:05,690 --> 00:32:09,285
Is there a problem, Dr. Bailey?

550
00:32:10,228 --> 00:32:13,823
Just find it hard to believe
you're accepting congratulations,

551
00:32:13,865 --> 00:32:16,834
considering you didn't
want to do this operation.

552
00:32:16,868 --> 00:32:20,201
When you finally did do it,
you fought me every step of the way.

553
00:32:20,238 --> 00:32:25,642
And yet you still had a world-class
heart surgeon by your side.

554
00:32:26,244 --> 00:32:31,648
You may be a fine surgeon,
God knows I know that, but not today.

555
00:32:31,683 --> 00:32:35,915
Today you were a pain in the ass.

556
00:32:35,954 --> 00:32:40,789
A naysaying, bullying,
consistently negative pain in the ass.

557
00:32:40,825 --> 00:32:42,952
At no point did you encourage me

558
00:32:42,994 --> 00:32:46,794
or do anything to make me think this
surgery could be anything but a failure.

559
00:32:46,831 --> 00:32:51,564
And it wasn't just me. You made it as
hard as humanly possible for all of us.

560
00:32:51,602 --> 00:32:56,505
So, yeah, we did do a nice job today.
We did a great job today.

561
00:32:56,541 --> 00:33:00,443
But that wasn't thanks to you,
that was thanks to me and the chief.

562
00:33:00,478 --> 00:33:02,776
And Meredith Grey.

563
00:33:02,814 --> 00:33:04,441
And Anatomy Jane.

564
00:33:07,652 --> 00:33:09,449
Babe is indestructible.

565
00:33:09,487 --> 00:33:12,854
She lost a part of her liver and
small bowel but she's doing fine.

566
00:33:12,890 --> 00:33:16,553
We had to cross-clamp
Wilbur's aorta and massage his heart.

567
00:33:16,594 --> 00:33:18,755
I couldn't locate the source
of his bleeding

568
00:33:18,796 --> 00:33:22,789
until I found a hole in his diaphragm,
realized he had a splenic laceration.

569
00:33:22,834 --> 00:33:24,529
He's a fighter, he's pulling through.

570
00:33:24,569 --> 00:33:26,935
Reggie had some oozing
after his colon resection,

571
00:33:26,971 --> 00:33:29,565
but we packed it and
he's been stable ever since.

572
00:33:29,607 --> 00:33:33,304
Paddy almost bled out because
his carotid was sliced right through.

573
00:33:33,344 --> 00:33:35,676
We put in a graft.
He's been stable ever since.

574
00:33:35,713 --> 00:33:38,181
- He's good as new.
- That's good.

575
00:33:38,216 --> 00:33:40,116
That's great work, all of you.

576
00:33:40,151 --> 00:33:43,780
So put them out and make sure
you write up all your work.

577
00:33:44,689 --> 00:33:47,988
- What do you mean "put them out?"
- Terminate them. Kill 'em.

578
00:34:05,243 --> 00:34:08,940
I'm not killing those pigs. I spent
the day trying to keep them alive.

579
00:34:08,980 --> 00:34:12,211
- Want them dead, do it yourself.
- You resected half of a liver today.

580
00:34:12,250 --> 00:34:15,981
You repaired a diaphragm, did
a splenectomy, grafted a severed artery

581
00:34:16,054 --> 00:34:18,818
and repaired a lacerated bladder,
performed a lobectomy.

582
00:34:18,856 --> 00:34:21,518
And I understand you even
removed a tumor.

583
00:34:22,360 --> 00:34:24,590
On Paddy, his thyroid.

584
00:34:25,430 --> 00:34:28,331
You have any idea
how much you just learned?

585
00:34:29,233 --> 00:34:33,465
They'd be in pain. Those are massive
injuries, months of recovery.

586
00:34:33,504 --> 00:34:36,337
To keep them alive after all that,
it's not humane.

587
00:34:39,310 --> 00:34:41,471
Seriously, you don't remember my name?

588
00:34:41,512 --> 00:34:43,810
I remember your name,
but that was before.

589
00:34:48,920 --> 00:34:51,514
This last tour, I was on
a forward surgical team.

590
00:34:51,556 --> 00:34:55,151
We... treated
combat casualties in the field.

591
00:34:55,193 --> 00:34:57,423
You're mostly looking to do
damage control:

592
00:34:57,462 --> 00:35:00,158
Sedate 'em, ventilate 'em, airlift 'em
to Baghdad, get out of there.

593
00:35:00,198 --> 00:35:03,099
Only this one time
we didn't get out fast enough

594
00:35:03,134 --> 00:35:06,900
'cause we ended up in the middle
of an RPG ambush.

595
00:35:08,873 --> 00:35:12,502
There were 20 people in my unit,
including me, and 19 died.

596
00:35:15,146 --> 00:35:16,613
And then I got discharged.

597
00:35:16,647 --> 00:35:20,606
So... I'm not there anymore,
in the before.

598
00:35:22,653 --> 00:35:24,712
I knew your name in the before.

599
00:35:26,891 --> 00:35:28,722
Now I'm living in the after.

600
00:35:44,041 --> 00:35:46,407
- Erica.
- You want to apologize to someone,

601
00:35:46,444 --> 00:35:49,936
apologize to Bailey. Thanks to you,
I made her life a living hell.

602
00:35:49,981 --> 00:35:51,243
I slept with Mark Sloan.

603
00:35:54,852 --> 00:35:58,379
If that's your idea of an apology,
you seriously...

604
00:35:58,422 --> 00:36:00,219
Shut up!

605
00:36:00,258 --> 00:36:04,718
You were crying and seeing leaves.

606
00:36:04,762 --> 00:36:06,627
And I wasn't.

607
00:36:07,465 --> 00:36:09,626
OK? I may never see leaves.

608
00:36:11,002 --> 00:36:13,903
Or maybe I will see leaves,
but I'll also see flowers.

609
00:36:13,938 --> 00:36:16,338
I might be a whole forest girl,
I don't know,

610
00:36:16,374 --> 00:36:18,365
but I do know that I want to be with you

611
00:36:18,409 --> 00:36:21,378
and... to do that I have to
at least tell you the truth,

612
00:36:21,412 --> 00:36:24,074
and the truth is I slept with
Mark Sloan today.

613
00:36:28,619 --> 00:36:29,984
OK.

614
00:36:31,122 --> 00:36:32,714
Twice, actually.

615
00:36:35,626 --> 00:36:37,116
OK.

616
00:36:41,532 --> 00:36:45,127
- You paged?
- Yeah. How's Tori?

617
00:36:45,169 --> 00:36:46,830
She's good, stable.

618
00:36:54,845 --> 00:36:56,870
You weren't imagining things.

619
00:36:56,914 --> 00:37:00,441
You used to run around here
with that doll all the time.

620
00:37:00,484 --> 00:37:04,614
Took her everywhere.
The cafeteria, the old art gallery.

621
00:37:06,190 --> 00:37:09,353
Tori's got a whole army.
You didn't have anyone.

622
00:37:10,661 --> 00:37:12,891
Seeing Anatomy Jane

623
00:37:12,930 --> 00:37:16,024
reminded me of how much
I was to blame for that.

624
00:37:17,935 --> 00:37:20,904
You're a living reminder
of every failure in my life.

625
00:37:21,505 --> 00:37:23,473
That's not your fault.

626
00:37:24,475 --> 00:37:29,174
And if I thought "I'm sorry" would hold
any meaning for you at all, I'd say it.

627
00:37:31,415 --> 00:37:33,315
I'd say it a thousand times a day.

628
00:37:34,452 --> 00:37:36,317
<i>Some wars are never over.</i>

629
00:37:40,491 --> 00:37:42,652
<i>Some end in an uneasy truce.</i>

630
00:37:47,898 --> 00:37:50,059
I can't do it.

631
00:37:50,101 --> 00:37:52,433
I know I'm supposed to, but...

632
00:37:52,470 --> 00:37:57,271
They'll suffer.
Don't let them suffer.

633
00:38:11,989 --> 00:38:14,822
- So no more on-call room, huh?
- Afraid not.

634
00:38:14,859 --> 00:38:16,622
That's too bad.

635
00:38:17,662 --> 00:38:20,825
Guess I'll, uh, see you around.

636
00:38:23,200 --> 00:38:24,565
Hey.

637
00:38:25,136 --> 00:38:26,467
Wanna get a drink?

638
00:38:28,539 --> 00:38:29,836
Really?

639
00:38:29,874 --> 00:38:32,069
Just 'cause we're not sleeping together

640
00:38:32,109 --> 00:38:34,441
doesn't mean we can't hang out,
be friends.

641
00:38:37,214 --> 00:38:39,444
You're good for more than sex, Mark.

642
00:38:40,217 --> 00:38:41,912
I would love to get a drink.

643
00:38:45,556 --> 00:38:48,719
- She's not gonna cry every time, right?
- No. That passes.

644
00:38:55,599 --> 00:39:01,629
<i>Some wars result</i>
<i>in complete and total victory.</i>

645
00:39:08,713 --> 00:39:09,805
Sit.

646
00:39:14,185 --> 00:39:17,086
Mac and cheese,
from the box, not the freezer.

647
00:39:17,121 --> 00:39:19,681
<i>Some wars</i>
<i>end with a peace offering.</i>

648
00:39:24,595 --> 00:39:26,426
I named the pigs today.

649
00:39:29,066 --> 00:39:31,466
I'm sorry, but I don't know
what that means.

650
00:39:32,737 --> 00:39:34,762
I take things personally.

651
00:39:35,272 --> 00:39:36,967
I get too emotional.

652
00:39:37,875 --> 00:39:41,436
There's no place for it at work,
not with the pigs and not with you.

653
00:39:43,414 --> 00:39:44,779
I'm sorry.

654
00:39:52,823 --> 00:39:55,656
This is so much better
than the freezer kind.

655
00:40:05,102 --> 00:40:08,765
Thought you were sleeping with
Michelle tonight, or was it Jackie?

656
00:40:08,806 --> 00:40:11,297
- Iz.
- I've had a hard day, Alex.

657
00:40:11,342 --> 00:40:13,867
And a sad night.
Please just leave me alone.

658
00:40:13,911 --> 00:40:15,708
- Izzie.
- What?

659
00:40:15,746 --> 00:40:17,680
I'm not good at this, all right?

660
00:40:17,715 --> 00:40:21,276
I'm not good at relationships
or talking about stupid feelings

661
00:40:21,318 --> 00:40:26,017
and you are, so maybe you could
teach me or something, you know?

662
00:40:26,056 --> 00:40:27,819
Tell me what I did wrong.

663
00:40:30,127 --> 00:40:32,891
You don't want us to see other people.

664
00:40:36,066 --> 00:40:40,230
You don't want us to see other people
and that's how you tried to tell me...

665
00:40:41,138 --> 00:40:44,972
...by asking if it was cool
if you screwed Michelle.

666
00:40:45,009 --> 00:40:47,500
- Laughing's not helping.
- I'm sorry.

667
00:40:47,545 --> 00:40:49,035
I'm sorry.

668
00:40:52,883 --> 00:40:55,647
- So you want lessons, huh?
- I want lessons.

669
00:40:55,686 --> 00:40:59,645
OK. You start with, "Isobel Stevens,

670
00:40:59,690 --> 00:41:02,250
you are staggeringly good in bed.

671
00:41:02,293 --> 00:41:05,854
You're amazingly smart,
wonderfully funny,

672
00:41:05,896 --> 00:41:08,763
- and you care about animals."
- That's where I start?

673
00:41:08,799 --> 00:41:11,393
Yeah. And then you say,

674
00:41:11,435 --> 00:41:15,565
- "You want to go steady with me?"
- That's what I'd say if it was 1952.

675
00:41:21,412 --> 00:41:24,540
- Alex.
- Yeah?

676
00:41:24,582 --> 00:41:26,880
You want to go steady with me?

677
00:41:28,452 --> 00:41:31,080
If that's what you want.
I mean, yeah, whatever.

678
00:41:31,121 --> 00:41:33,419
<i>And some wars...</i>

679
00:41:33,457 --> 00:41:34,981
<i>...end in hope.</i>

680
00:41:35,025 --> 00:41:36,856
Oh, look!

681
00:41:36,894 --> 00:41:39,692
I wore this every day
to elementary school.

682
00:41:39,730 --> 00:41:42,756
Nice. Your mom make that for you?

683
00:41:42,800 --> 00:41:46,634
Yeah, right. She probably got it
at the lost and found at the hospital.

684
00:41:48,005 --> 00:41:50,769
- Mer, you should do this one.
- Is it more ugly hats?

685
00:41:53,944 --> 00:41:56,105
- Another diary?
- More than one.

686
00:41:56,146 --> 00:41:58,011
<i>But</i>
<i>all these wars are nothing...</i>

687
00:41:58,048 --> 00:41:59,845
Oh, my God.

688
00:41:59,884 --> 00:42:02,546
<i>...compared to the most</i>
<i>frightening war of all.</i>

689
00:42:10,494 --> 00:42:12,655
<i>The one you have yet to fight.</i>
