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{2}{29}prevously on "grey's anatomy...
{29}{48}i'm george.
{48}{96}we met at the mixer|you had on a black dress
{96}{146}strappy sandalsand a slit up the side.
{146}{209}i've had this thing for|my roommate since, like, day one.
{209}{240}she's pretty great,you know?
{240}{269}who's thatch?
{269}{297}my dad.
{297}{331}thatcher.
{331}{364}she never talks about him.
{364}{403}i'm glad you moved in.
{403}{446}oh, so she moved in with you.
{446}{475}didn't she tell you?
{475}{525}and what i know now is that|when i go into my bedroom,
{525}{551}i'm gonna see that my wife
{551}{597}is cheating on me with mark
{597}{647}who happened to be my best friend.
{755}{796}after careful consideration
{796}{844}and many sleepless nights
{844}{892}(here's what i've decided)
{923}{990}there's no such thing as a grown-up.
{1268}{1319}we move on. we move out
{1319}{1376}we move away from our families
{1376}{1427}and form our own
{1446}{1465}oh, no
{2163}{2211}hello?
{2211}{2237}no. dr. burke.
{2306}{2328}yes.
{2431}{2465}yes, i'll let her know.
{2585}{2637}that was your landlord.
{2637}{2661}he wants you to know
{2661}{2714}that there's a minor flood|in your apartment.
{2745}{2774}your other apartment.
{2822}{2863}but the basic insecurities
{2863}{2908}the basic fears
{2918}{2992}and all those old wounds|just grow up with us
{2992}{3026}i'm exhausted.
{3045}{3064}me, too.
{3064}{3141}and just when we think|that life and circumstance
{3141}{3174}(have forced us to truly)
{3174}{3230}once and for all become an adult...
{3230}{3287}i was going at it all night|in the on call room.
{3287}{3318}what's your excuse?
{3318}{3405}your mother says something like that
{3405}{3426}mom.
{3426}{3508}i tell you, that man |makes me purr like a kitten.
{3508}{3532}mom.
{3532}{3592}when he isn't making me|growl like a tiger.
{3592}{3654}stop.
{3654}{3680}and my husband wonders
{3680}{3723}why i'm not interested|in him anymore.
{3723}{3771}or worse,something like that
{3771}{3843}if he had any balls at all,
{3843}{3884}he would leave on his own.
{3903}{3956}no. he plays stupid.
{3966}{4016}he's waiting for me to kick him out.
{4016}{4052}i come home with a hickey|on my shoulder
{4052}{4086}a hickey, for god's sake
{4086}{4136}like i'm some sex-crazed teenager,
{4136}{4193}which, let's face it,these days, i am,
{4220}{4268}and what does thatcher do?
{4268}{4316}pretends he doesn't see it.
{4347}{4395}we get bigger|we get taller
{4395}{4433}we get older
{4433}{4479}but... for the most part
{4479}{4519}we're still a bunch of kids
{4519}{4611}running around the playground|trying desperately to fit in
{4611}{4637}you know, he's acting like
{4637}{4671}i committed a crime,
{4671}{4738}like my apartment is full of stolen goods.
{4738}{4786}he's acting like i kept my apartment
{4786}{4814}to hide stolen goods
{4814}{4862}so i could do|illegal transplants for money.
{4862}{4905}are you sure he's not|just acting like you lied
{4905}{4925}about moving in?
{4963}{4994}okay,what's wrong with you?
{5025}{5071}my mommy's a filthy whore.
{5234}{5256}you have dirty in your eyes.
{5270}{5301}you have dirty in your eyes.
{5320}{5366}i'm not doing dirty with you anymore.
{5366}{5402}it was a one-time lapse in judgment.
{5402}{5459}well, it was a 4-time lapse in judgment.
{5507}{5546}well, it's not gonna happen again.
{5546}{5570}oh. okay.
{5582}{5622}i'm serious.
{5622}{5668}we're friends,and it didn't work
{5668}{5701}when we tried to be more than that.
{5701}{5742}so...
{5742}{5773}as fun as it was,
{5773}{5812}it's not gonna happen again.
{5838}{5862}stop looking at me.
{5862}{5889}i'm not looking at you,
{5889}{5903}i'm rounding.
{5903}{5924}i'm rounding, too.
{5924}{5956}-fine.|-fine.
{5987}{6008}chuck eaton, 54,
{6008}{6073}has stage 3b non-small cell|lung cancer
{6073}{6131}with possible invasion of the pleura
{6131}{6181}and a history of c.o.p.d.
{6181}{6241}he's had extensive|chemo-radiotherapy
{6241}{6296}with minimal regression of the tumor.
{6296}{6375}he's been admitted|for radical en bloc resection.
{6387}{6418}i was a smoker.
{6418}{6490}the, uh, oncologist...
{6490}{6562}he explained that i have a 25% chance
{6562}{6603}of surviving the, uh, surgery.
{6613}{6665}well, unfortunately,that's about right.
{6680}{6723}if you should elect not to proceed,
{6737}{6790}we can make you more comfortable.
{6843}{6915}with all due respect, uh...
{6915}{6934}there's no way
{6934}{7003}that you can make a man|dying a slow death comfortable.
{7049}{7083}i'll roll the dice.
{7114}{7129}how do i look today?
{7130}{7166}would you say, you know,|i look nice?
{7166}{7193}you could usea little more lip gloss,
{7193}{7217}but, yes,|you're very pretty.
{7217}{7265}aw, you're mean.
{7265}{7289}i'm just kidding. you look fine.
{7289}{7332}seriously, how's my breath?
{7353}{7385}george.
{7385}{7418}would you just talk to her?
{7418}{7428}who?
{7440}{7461}what?
{7461}{7504}good morning, dr. bailey.
{7504}{7528}hello, baby.
{7528}{7552}are the o.r.'s up and running?
{7552}{7581}uh, yeah,they're fully functional.
{7581}{7639}uh, except there's some|smoke damage to the corridors.
{7639}{7660}how about you?
{7660}{7692}you fully functional?
{7692}{7715}i'm fine.
{7727}{7763}how's your husband?
{7763}{7792}taking him home tomorrow.
{7792}{7888}yes, we are. yes. yes...
{7888}{7934}okay,this is not a tea party.
{7934}{7994}go. work. save some lives.
{8025}{8037}now!
{8099}{8121}do it now.
{8145}{8243}jake burton, 15, has advanced |craniodiaphyseal dysplasia.
{8243}{8265}was admitted last night
{8265}{8296}after complaining of headaches.
{8296}{8324}and he's not a complainer.
{8334}{8372}he's been havingsome nausea as well.
{8372}{8392}really, okay?
{8392}{8408}may i, please?
{8408}{8452}jake, can i get you to sit up, please?
{8452}{8461}sure.
{8461}{8492}all right, okay.
{8492}{8560}now i want you to look | right here for me. thank you.
{8631}{8679}you know, if you pretend|i'm a lion, it helps.
{8679}{8706}sorry?
{8706}{8727}if you pretend i'm a lion
{8727}{8770}instead of a really messed up kid,
{8770}{8823}you get a talking circus animal,
{8823}{8878}which is way easier to look at.
{8890}{8926}dr. yang, what's our|immediate concern?
{8926}{8953}uh, that the bony tumors
{8953}{8977}are growing inward
{8977}{9010}and encroaching on his brain.
{9221}{9310}"invasive non-small cell|with a history of c.o.p.d."?
{9348}{9389}guy's pretty much a goner, huh?
{9403}{9475}sensitivity...i like that in a stranger.
{9494}{9518}are you new here?
{9518}{9542}visiting.
{9542}{9571}confounded by all the rain,
{9571}{9622}and it's only|my first day in town.
{9641}{9667}you get used to it.
{9667}{9715}makes me want|to stay in bed all day.
{9785}{9842}we just met, and already|you're talking about bed.
{9842}{9866}not very subtle.
{9866}{9914}subtle's never been my strong suit.
{9938}{9955}so...
{9998}{10034}do you ever go out with co-workers?:
{10142}{10195}i, um, make it a rule not to.
{10216}{10286}then i am so glad that i don't work here.
{10322}{10355}are you hitting on me
{10377}{10403}in a hospital?
{10403}{10434}would that be wrong?
{10487}{10501}meredith.
{10540}{10573}ow. ah.
{10614}{10645}what the hell was that?
{10693}{10729}that was mark.
{10902}{10947}punching out people|on my surgical floor?
{10947}{10991}my head of neurosurgery
{10991}{11046}punching out people|on my surgical floor?
{11055}{11077}put the ice back on your hand, derek.
{11077}{11113}my hand is fine.
{11113}{11173}put the damn ice on|your $2-million-a-year hand.
{11173}{11233}now... would someone tell me
{11233}{11276}what the hell happened?
{11369}{11393}that was mark.
{11393}{11432}who's mark?
{11456}{11496}he and derek used to work together
{11496}{11532}back in new york.
{11633}{11667}and, uh...
{11688}{11767}they were...we were all close friends
{11811}{11832}until...
{11863}{11933}derek found us in bed together.
{12026}{12058}you put your weight behind it?
{12058}{12074}yes, sir.
{12132}{12153}well, all right, then.
{12333}{12360}what the hell is he doing here?
{12360}{12384}i have no idea.
{12444}{12503}derek and i always did have|the same taste in women.
{12515}{12544}excuse me?
{12559}{12602}you're derek's lusty intern, right?
{12616}{12683}i heard about you|all the way back in new york.
{12683}{12743}you're famous.
{12743}{12767}well...
{12774}{12832}i heard about you|all the way here in seattle,
{12832}{12887}so i guess we have a lot in common.
{12904}{12940}we're the dirty mistresses.
{12971}{13009}i suppose we are.
{13019}{13093}my $400-an-hour shrink|says that
{13093}{13170}it's because behind this rugged|and confident exterior
{13170}{13225}i'm self-destructive and self-loathing
{13225}{13283}to an almost pathological degree.
{13283}{13338}hey, we do have a lot in common.
{13338}{13386}you know, it's funny.
{13386}{13410}der...
{13434}{13494}derek walks in on me|naked with his wife
{13494}{13542}actually in the throes
{13587}{13683}and he just turns around|and walks away.
{13683}{13753}but he sees me|so much as talking to you
{13781}{13813}and i'm on the ground bleeding.
{13851}{13889}interesting, don't you think?
{14091}{14117}what do you think you're doing?
{14117}{14141}you need stitches.
{14141}{14189}i know. hold the mirror.
{14467}{14517}why is he suturing his own face?
{14517}{14539}to turn me on.
{14558}{14585}because he's mark sloan.
{14585}{14652}he's like the go-to plastic surgeon|on the east coast.
{14652}{14697}that's the guy|addison was sleeping with?
{14697}{14721}well, you can't really|blame her, can you?
{14721}{14757}no, not really.
{14772}{14788}yes, you can.
{14812}{14870}mcsexy wants an x-ray|to check for fractures,
{14870}{14923}and i think it's a bad idea if i take him.
{14923}{14947}why? why?
{14947}{15016}i'm on it. why is it a bad idea?
{15016}{15047}mcsexy?
{15052}{15062}no?
{15098}{15129}mm. mcyummy.
{15129}{15177}-no|-no.
{15177}{15222}mcsteamy.
{15222}{15266}ah, there it is.|yep.
{15306}{15349}oh, excuse me,
{15349}{15417}i'm just chokin' back some mcvomit.
{15445}{15465}ooh.
{15469}{15498}i saw her first.
{15532}{15560}the night she met shepherd,
{15560}{15594}i had her ear.
{15596}{15637}we talked,
{15637}{15697}and i can't even remember what i said.
{15697}{15747}you know when you haven't|had sex for awhile,
{15747}{15798}you sort of forget how good it is
{15798}{15841}and don't really need it much?
{15860}{15896}yeah, that doesn't happen to guys.
{15896}{15932}it's like a beas...
{15932}{15949}a beast that was asleep
{15949}{16011}for a long,long time.
{16011}{16059}and now the beast is wide awake
{16059}{16088}and wants to be fed,
{16088}{16133}and the food that alex gave it was...
{16133}{16179}it was
{16179}{16208}good food, george.
{16208}{16244}something needs to be done|about your taste.
{16244}{16280}ah! you're just jealous
{16280}{16332}because you're beast is still asleep.
{16332}{16366}eh, my beast isn't asleep.
{16385}{16416}my beast never sleeps.
{16567}{16587}mr. eaton.
{16627}{16649}do you need a hand with that?
{16649}{16692}um, if you could set up the tripod,
{16692}{16740}that would be very helpful.
{16745}{16762}are you...
{16774}{16800}what are you doing?
{16824}{16855}i'm dying, dear.
{16886}{16903}one in four...
{16920}{17016}i, uh, i've never done well|with odds like that.
{17030}{17071}some...some people are lucky.
{17071}{17102}i just never have been.
{17116}{17150}the camera's for posterity,
{17188}{17208}for saying good-bye.
{17232}{17265}do you want me to hold|the camera for you?
{17265}{17315}you're very kind.thank you.
{17502}{17546}okay, we're recording.
{17632}{17678}this...this is a message
{17678}{17730}for suzie zelman
{17742}{17764}my...my college sweetheart
{17764}{17819}and...and the love of my life.
{17819}{17857}suzie...
{17879}{17956}i loved you with my whole heart...
{17956}{18025}and i never would've|stopped loving you
{18025}{18073}if you hadn't been the vile whore
{18073}{18116}to ever walk the planet earth.
{18116}{18155}you deserve that...
{18155}{18188}that drunken imbecile
{18188}{18265}that you slept with and then married.
{18265}{18308}and when, at the reunion,
{18308}{18404}i..i met your ugly children
{18404}{18452}i knew you had done me a real favor.
{18485}{18533}i am so deeply happy
{18533}{18553}that i'll never have to see
{18553}{18581}your face again.
{18653}{18692}love, chuck.
{18756}{18773}would you please, uh,
{18773}{18812}put in a fresh tape, dear?
{18850}{18867}what about that
{18867}{18905}jaw reconstruction you did
{18905}{18927}using a microvascular
{18927}{18984}free transfer from the foot?
{19003}{19035}you interested in plastics?
{19035}{19080}absolutely.
{19099}{19128}you might want to consider a transfer
{19128}{19159}to new york or los angeles.
{19176}{19214}you're not gonna see|any heat up here.
{19234}{19284}well, actually...
{19284}{19310}you ever seen an advanced case
{19310}{19370}of craniodiaphyseal dysplasia?
{19401}{19428}lionitis?
{19461}{19483}restrained driver
{19483}{19512}in a minor m.v.c.
{19512}{19564}vitals are stable,but witnesses saw
{19564}{19610}seizure activity behind the wheel.
{19610}{19644}i really don't think i need to be here.
{19644}{19680}you should really let us|determine that, ma'am.
{19680}{19703}witnesses said she was
{19703}{19715}screaming, shuddering
{19715}{19759}and--and clamping her jaw.
{19759}{19780}do you have a seizure disorder
{19780}{19802}that you're aware of?
{19802}{19819}epilepsy?
{19819}{19864}it's not epilepsy.i don't have any
{19864}{19910}oh, no. oh, god.
{19910}{19938}it's happening again.
{19938}{19991}oh, no.
{20509}{20547}was that a...
{20547}{20586}did she just have a...
{20595}{20617}orgasm.
{20679}{20737}spontaneous orgasms.
{20737}{20763}are you sure?
{20763}{20809}kinda ha to miss.
{20883}{20895}ms. calva,
{20895}{20931}i'm dr. montgomery-shepherd.
{20931}{20979}it's pamela.
{20979}{20998}since we're gonna be
{20998}{21017}talking about... you know,
{21017}{21046}may as well get familiar.
{21046}{21070}okay, pamela,
{21070}{21087}can you tell me
{21087}{21108}how long this has
{21108}{21140}been happening to you?
{21154}{21176}for a few months,
{21176}{21197}i guess.
{21197}{21212}how often?
{21233}{21279}about, i don't know,|seven or eight times a day.
{21279}{21305}every day?
{21305}{21351}uh, dr. stevens.
{21351}{21370}i'm sorry.
{21389}{21420}every day?
{21435}{21463}yes, every day.
{21463}{21533} and you haven't seen|a doctor about this before?
{21533}{21578}it not exactly something|you want to cure, is it?
{21578}{21605}dr. o'malley
{21605}{21638}sorry.
{21638}{21650}mum...is it?
{21650}{21691}i went to my doctor.
{21691}{21717}he sent me to a shrink.
{21717}{21770}and he didn't do any tests?
{21770}{21823}pammy,you back here?
{21823}{21866}oh, god, no.
{21866}{21904}you called my father?
{21904}{21962}he's your emergency contact person.
{21962}{22022}pammy, what happened?
{22022}{22051}you were in an accident?
{22051}{22096}i caused the accident, d.
{22096}{22125}you had one of your...
{22125}{22173}episodes. yeah.
{22207}{22221}oh, no.
{22269}{22290}damn it.
{22434}{22489}she's a junior at u-dub.
{22489}{22564}she's a math major.
{22564}{22612}the last three semesters,|she made the honor roll.
{22633}{22679}high up in the honor roll.
{22724}{22777}mr. calva, we're gonna...
{22777}{22794}run some tests
{22794}{22832}and we're gonna...
{22838}{22857}we're gonna figure out what's
{22857}{22904}causing your daughter's...
{22904}{22935}episodes.| this right, episodes.
{22935}{22955}okay.
{22964}{22993}and when you were 14,
{22993}{23084}you stole laura brendese|right out from under me.
{23089}{23122}you knew how i felt about her.
{23122}{23142}don't say you didn't know
{23142}{23173}because you knew.
{23202}{23242}and you went for her anyway.
{23262}{23321}what kind of human being|does that to his little brother?
{23321}{23417}he was 14. cut him some slack|for god's sakes.
{23439}{23516}oh, i'm sorry.|i forgot we were recording.
{23516}{23573}if you wouldn't mind just rewinding
{23573}{23614}a little bit, please?
{23660}{23724}i'm a doctor, not a videographer.
{23724}{23784}and i do need to prep you for surgery.
{23784}{23808}but you offered to help.
{23808}{23873}when i thought|you were saying good-bye.
{23887}{23921}i am saying good-bye.
{23942}{24002}none of these people not one of them
{24002}{24055}knows how i really feel.
{24055}{24096}my whole life,
{24096}{24151}i've kept it all inside.
{24151}{24197}i-i don't want to carry this
{24197}{24240}with me to my grave.
{24247}{24285}you seem like such a nice man.
{24285}{24362}wouldn't you just rather|you remember you that way?
{24398}{24465}no.
{24465}{24496}please rewind the tape.
{24571}{24585}okay, jake
{24585}{24623}it can get a little cramped in there,
{24623}{24657}so you have to try not to move.
{24657}{24707}yeah, uh, this is, like,
{24707}{24777}my 50th m.r.i. experience.
{24777}{24806}right, sorry.
{24822}{24849}it's okay.
{24870}{24892}you have really nice eyes,
{24906}{24933}you know?
{24954}{24976}well, i'm just sayin' that
{24976}{24997}you're mostly all...
{24997}{25045}all surly and hard core,
{25045}{25079}but your eyes aren't.
{25117}{25146}i'm really big on eyes.
{25146}{25187}they're the only part of my face
{25187}{25211}where tumors aren't growing.
{25264}{25295}yeah, you've got nice eyes.
{25295}{25319}yeah?
{25319}{25323}mm-hmm.
{25333}{25352}you..you get that...
{25352}{25398}that i'm jailbait, right?
{25522}{25537}meredith.
{25544}{25558}chief.
{25585}{25592}chief
{25611}{25642}can i ask you something
{25642}{25693}not work-related?
{25717}{25731}okay.
{25753}{25789}do you remember my father?
{25861}{25882}of course.
{25882}{25916}do you know why he left?
{25942}{26016}i believe your mother asked him to.
{26043}{26072}right, but do you know why?
{26163}{26187}no.
{26187}{26227}no, i'm sorry. i don't.
{26271}{26290}well...
{26296}{26309}have a good day.
{26309}{26350}thanks. you, too.
{26434}{26462}dr. yang, book an o.r.please
{26517}{26570}how--how is that possible?
{26570}{26597}it's precision work.
{26609}{26623}it won't be easy, but--
{26623}{26688}dr. sloan, can i help you |with something?
{26688}{26740}he says he can fix my face.
{26740}{26781}he says he can make me|look like normal.
{26944}{26963}what did he say?
{26978}{26997}did you hear that?
{26997}{27026}did he call him a crack whore?
{27030}{27059}-why would he call him a crack whore?|-oh, shut up.
{27059}{27083}i'm trying to read lips.
{27102}{27122}look, shepherd's gesturing.
{27122}{27129}big gesturing.
{27143}{27167}what do you got?
{27167}{27198}shepherd and sloan battling it out.
{27220}{27249}oh, it's gettin' good.
{27256}{27282}why, what do you got?
{27335}{27366}just a woman down in the e.r...
{27395}{27433}having spontaneous orgasms.
{27544}{27580}wait, wait, wait. wait.
{27592}{27628}that is not the point.
{27628}{27673}the point is the kid wants his|face fixed and i want to do it.
{27673}{27683}the point is,
{27683}{27709}you wanna get published!
{27709}{27743}well, yeah.
{27743}{27788}and i'm guessing your chief|of surgery does, too.
{27788}{27812}you know how the press loves
{27812}{27841}a good before and after shot,
{27841}{27848}richard.
{27848}{27882}call me dr. webber.
{27975}{27987}derek,
{27987}{28011}out of friendship to you,
{28011}{28030}i would very much love
{28030}{28090}to say no to this jackass.
{28090}{28114}but as chief--
{28114}{28145}please don't say it.
{28174}{28220}dr. sloan, if you can get the parents
{28220}{28249}to sign a consent form...
{28299}{28340}round two goes to the jackass.
{28412}{28426}which one? which one?
{28500}{28527}oh, god. oh, no.
{28527}{28558}oh, no.
{28558}{28577}oh, it's happening.
{28716}{28807}doctors,there something you need?
{28807}{28862}well, in that case,move on.| no, no
{28956}{29013}anyone get what mcdreamy|or mcsteamy sees in her?
{29013}{29037}she's mchot.
{29037}{29066}mcyeah, she is.
{29359}{29371}oh, come on.
{29371}{29402}you're not even|a little bit happy to see me?
{29402}{29452}go home. whatever it is
{29452}{29471}you came here to do,
{29471}{29500}just drop it and leave.
{29500}{29538}hey, we all made mistakes,
{29538}{29562}addison, all three of us...|mark...
{29562}{29598}but somehow...somehow,
{29598}{29627}i lost my best friend
{29627}{29646}and the woman i loved.
{29646}{29699}please... don't say that.
{29699}{29769}he doesn't know how we felt.
{29769}{29795}he doesn't know you stayed
{29795}{29843}with me after he left.
{29843}{29888}how do you expect|to work out a marriage
{29888}{29900}if you can't even
{29900}{29941}be honest with him?
{29941}{29972}why are you here?
{29972}{30008}for one reason...
{30008}{30028}to bring you home.
{30095}{30140}i miss you, addison.
{30198}{30246}i'm in love with my husband, mark.
{30246}{30282}but he's not in love with you.
{30330}{30356}he's in love with that intern,
{30356}{30404}and he's not even trying to hide it.
{30426}{30464}now why would you want|to stick around for that?
{30668}{30689}i think you're making it up.
{30706}{30716}i'm not.
{30732}{30783}-i saw it four times.|-what?
{30783}{30826}a woman with spontaneous orgasms.
{30845}{30871}really
{30871}{30927}you're just jealous 'cause|you didn't see it yourself.
{30927}{30955}oh, i totally am.
{30984}{31023}spontaneous orgasms, really?
{31027}{31051}you look really nice today.
{31051}{31085}any chance they're contagious?
{31099}{31118}spontaneous orgasms.
{31126}{31169}it's that would solve so many problems.
{31169}{31231}it would. it would.
{31231}{31260}i think you smell nice, too.
{31260}{31279}you know, it's like,
{31279}{31301}you see someone throw up,
{31301}{31320}it makes you want to throw up too.
{31320}{31346}kinda like that?
{31346}{31358}kinda like.
{31437}{31471}you know what? i'm not hungry.
{31471}{31488}do you hear me?
{31488}{31514}i'm not hungry.
{31524}{31550}neither is the beast.
{31572}{31605}"the beast"...is that, like,
{31605}{31651}some sly reference to your penis?
{31651}{31689}get your mind out of|the gutter, crack whore.
{31749}{31787}no, it's not alex's penis.
{31787}{31802}it's...you know
{31802}{31840}when you haven't had|sex for a long time
{31840}{31859}and you forget how good it is,
{31859}{31893}and so you want it less?
{31926}{31948}yeah, that doesn't happen to me.
{31972}{31979}me either.
{31989}{32003}me either.
{32094}{32157}i grew my hair for her,and...
{32157}{32166}i know.
{32166}{32200}i don't even think she's noticed.
{32238}{32260}you could just try
{32260}{32281}telling her how you feel.
{32300}{32351}um, guys?
{32351}{32394}she's moving,
{32394}{32423}like, a lot.
{32452}{32456}pamela,
{32456}{32487}you have to hold still.
{32641}{32658}okay.
{32756}{32811}that's not helping the beast sleep, is it?
{32811}{32830}no.
{32847}{32866}no, it's not.
{32895}{32953}you're drawing the medial to the tumor.
{32953}{33005}-yeah,|-it's a guideline
{33005}{33049}for what the bone structure should be.
{33049}{33065}hear that?
{33065}{33116}i'm gonna have bone structure.
{33168}{33183}jake...
{33183}{33228}so what do you think,am i a dal?
{33228}{33271}or more of a picasso?
{33319}{33334}could you stop doing that
{33334}{33358}for a minute, please?
{33482}{33511}jake...
{33511}{33590}jake... i'm sorry.
{33590}{33662}this surgery,the brain surgery,
{33662}{33684}is very dangerous.
{33684}{33703}no, don't say that.
{33703}{33753}y-you don't get to change your mind.
{33753}{33780}you know, i know dr. sloan
{33780}{33861}has made you some big promises,
{33861}{33890}but the bony tumors
{33890}{33960}inside your skull are bad.
{33960}{33986}i don't care.
{33986}{34017}the bleeding will be hard to control.
{34017}{34039}i'm not trying to frighten you,
{34039}{34075}-i just want you to under--|-i do understand.
{34075}{34101}i understand
{34101}{34147}that this has nothing to do|with the plastic surgery.
{34147}{34178}so if i'm gonna be under
{34178}{34197}the knife anyway, then--
{34197}{34235}-the plastic surgery could--|-sorry to interrupt--
{34235}{34276}what you need to understand--
{34276}{34295}excuse me.
{34295}{34317}jakes actually right.
{34348}{34379}no reason to put him through
{34379}{34398}a second surgery
{34398}{34446}and a second round of anesthesia.
{34446}{34501}it's much safer just to|do it all at once.
{34501}{34537}honey, we just want to focus
{34537}{34561}on keeping you alive.
{34561}{34612}mom, i-i almost died
{34612}{34667}when i was 10 years old.
{34667}{34693}and then again when i was 12.
{34693}{34765}and then again last year.
{34765}{34811}but...but
{34811}{34832}but i'm still alive.
{34832}{34847}i'm still alive,
{34847}{34885}so i say we go for it.
{34885}{34911}jake...
{34940}{34969}look, i know that you think
{34969}{34998}i'm perfect just the way i am--
{34998}{35077}but that's your job to do that.
{35077}{35154}but... for once in my life,
{35154}{35214}i'd like to think
{35214}{35266}that someone else thought that.
{35329}{35341}please.
{35470}{35492}please.
{35808}{35823}you've given up surgery
{35823}{35859}to go into clerical work?
{35859}{35909}i'm fulfilling a patient's dying wish
{35909}{35938}by sending hate mail
{35938}{35978}to everyone he's ever met.
{35978}{35995}yeah,
{36043}{36074}right now i understand the impulse.
{36074}{36108}me, too.
{36108}{36137}why do people cheat?
{36163}{36187}that's a good question.
{36209}{36254}why do you think she cheated on you?
{36280}{36319}were you different then?
{36343}{36369}were you a bad husband?
{36508}{36523} i was, uh...
{36619}{36743}oh, i was just a little...absent.
{36762}{36815}not that that's an excuse for her.
{36861}{36875}do you think things
{36875}{36894}would've been different
{36894}{36913}if you'd had kids?
{36971}{36985}do i think
{36985}{37019}she wouldn't have cheated?
{37115}{37134}i don't know.
{37206}{37244}all right, man, jake's ready to roll.
{37244}{37266}i'm sorry.
{37266}{37292}did i interrupt something?
{37292}{37326}no. it's fine.
{37470}{37484}pamela,
{37484}{37542}you should really try and relax.
{37546}{37578}i am trying to relax.
{37597}{37626}the episodes happen
{37626}{37700}when i don't relax.
{37717}{37793}do you really think you can fix this?
{37820}{37944}i, uh, i hate to be insensitive, but...
{37944}{37961}would it be the worst thing
{37961}{37985}ever if we can't?
{37985}{38024}i mean...
{38024}{38079}you know, i like sex|as much as the next girl,
{38079}{38110}like in bed
{38110}{38153}or even in private.
{38199}{38227}but when you can't go to the movies
{38227}{38268}or drive a car
{38268}{38350}or go to church with your parents...
{38350}{38376}oh, my god.
{38441}{38465}you know that dream
{38465}{38496}where you show up at high school
{38496}{38515}and you're naked?
{38529}{38538}yeah.
{38575}{38623}yeah, well, i would really,
{38623}{38654}really like to wake up.
{38858}{38872}it's crossed
{38872}{38925}the intrathoracic fascia?
{38925}{38942}i'm afraid so.
{38980}{39016}i'm gonna have to go into the chest wall.
{39095}{39150}he made 17 hate tapes.
{39150}{39162}i'm sorry?
{39177}{39210}videotapes of himself
{39210}{39261}telling people how much he hated them
{39273}{39337}spewing every hurt feeling he ever had.
{39337}{39349}and he mailed them?
{39349}{39357}no.
{39357}{39409}he wanted me to, but i don't
{39409}{39426}think it's a good idea.
{39455}{39498}he was scared.
{39498}{39515}he was in shock.
{39515}{39546}he wasn't thinking clearly.
{39584}{39637}that's not for you to decide, dr. grey.
{39659}{39702}he asked you for something,
{39702}{39728}and you told him you would do it.
{39742}{39755}if you don't,
{39755}{39800}that doesn't make you noble.
{39812}{39846}it makes you a liar.
{39920}{39949}did you know she kept her artment?
{40057}{40114}yeah.i did. sorry.
{40282}{40304}and now...
{40320}{40337}dr. shepherd
{40337}{40404}-is opening the skull-cap.|-is it harder to get
{40404}{40459}-through the bony tumors?|-that's what he's doin'.
{40459}{40495}yes, he is.
{40531}{40570}basin.this idone.
{40570}{40587}cottonoid.
{40639}{40663}give me the sponge.
{40704}{40735}oh, son of a bitch
{40735}{40802}all right
{40802}{40822}hang another unit of blood.
{40822}{40848}oh i got
{40848}{40870}somebody change that bag of blood, please.
{40870}{40879}that's too much blood.
{40879}{40903}put it in the pressure infuser.
{40903}{40915}no carotid.
{40915}{40941}we've got v-fib.
{40941}{40958}start c.p.r. and bag him.
{40958}{40987}paddles.get the paddles.
{40987}{41006}he's losing a lot of blood.
{41006}{41035}someone get f.f.p.
{41035}{41049}charge to 200.
{41049}{41059}charging.
{41059}{41066}clear.
{41596}{41630}shame he never had his face fixed.
{41821}{41845}dr. sloan.
{41874}{41884}yeah.
{42111}{42128}all right.
{42143}{42174}i got the parents' approval.
{42215}{42294}you don't...really need those.
{42294}{42306}oh, right.
{42526}{42541}scalpel.
{42723}{42768}mr. eaton,
{42768}{42785}can you hear me?
{42821}{42840}oh, god.
{42852}{42886}no, no, don't try to sit up.
{42895}{42955}you're gonna be in pain for some time.
{42955}{42994}but i'm pleased to report
{42994}{43030}that we removed the entire tumor.
{43049}{43080}wait, i'm--i'm alive?
{43080}{43099}yes, sir.
{43138}{43162}you are alive.
{43291}{43351}my--my tapes?
{43519}{43550}would you like me|to throw them away?
{43689}{43715}no.
{43739}{43783}i'd like you to mail them.
{43866}{43905}i-i have to say my piece.
{44027}{44065}sometimes a man has to say his piece.
{44233}{44293}mer... uh, do you want--
{44293}{44334}uh, i want to take you
{44334}{44377}out for a drink tonight.
{44377}{44404}and not--maybe not joe's.
{44404}{44440}maybe someplace where we can talk.
{44461}{44483}yeah, there's something i need..i want...
{44483}{44555}to talk to you about.
{44612}{44631}it's important.
{44672}{44686}it's...
{44758}{44775}i don't want to make videotapes
{44775}{44838}on my deathbed, george.
{45835}{45864}she had an affarie
{45938}{45962}y-yes.
{46017}{46077}why didn't you stay and fight for us?
{46250}{46312}i did. i...i tried.
{46312}{46350}why didn't you try harder?
{46406}{46420}you just left.
{46523}{46540}meredith...
{46720}{46765}is there anything that you need?
{46828}{46873}a...anything at all?
{46945}{46959}no.
{47101}{47137}i don't need anything from you.
{47659}{47693}hey.
{47705}{47731}i haven't see you all day.
{47731}{47760}i didn't want to see you today.
{47842}{47870}it's not my fault he showed up, derek.
{47870}{47885}i know.
{48161}{48182}don't beat yourself up--
{48182}{48201}i'm gonna take the stairs.
{48201}{48249}oh, come on.derek.
{48261}{48290}how come you can|forgive her but not me?
{48290}{48333}i didn't forgive her, and with you
{48333}{48362}i have no obligation to try.
{48539}{48571}your marriage is over,addison.
{48604}{48643}all you have to do is admit it.
{48729}{48765}then you can come back home with me.
{48851}{48889}i'm goin' to the bar across the street.
{48995}{49012}meet me there.
{49808}{49829}he looks...
{49875}{49904}peaceful.
{50014}{50031}he does.
{51431}{51479}i am preston burke,
{51479}{51563}a widely-renowned|cardiothoracic surgeon.
{51563}{51628}i am... a professional.
{51661}{51680}and more than that,
{51680}{51719}i am a good and kind person.
{51731}{51757}i am person that cleans up
{51757}{51783}behind myself.
{51783}{51836}i am a person that cooks well.
{51836}{51877}and you...you are
{51877}{51908}an unbelievable slob.
{51908}{51985}a slovenly, angry intern.
{51999}{52030}i am preston burke.
{52030}{52083}and you...you are the most competitive
{52083}{52119}most guarded, most stubborn
{52119}{52148}most challenging person
{52148}{52184}i have ever met.
{52215}{52248}and i love you.
{52373}{52402}what the hell is the matter with you
{52402}{52428}that you won't just let me?
{52541}{52589}i gave up my apartment 20 minutes ago.
{52687}{52716}well, all right, then.
{52810}{52893}i've heard that it's possible to grow up.
{52893}{52961}i've just never met anyone|who's actually done it
{53004}{53035}dr. stevens,
{53035}{53056}after the surgery,
{53056}{53083}will i still be able to...
{53095}{53179}when i want to, will i|still be able to have...
{53179}{53203}you know...
{53203}{53232}episodes?
{53356}{53383}even better, pamela...
{53387}{53445}you'll be able to have orgasms.
{53502}{53534}without parents to defy
{53541}{53589}we break the rules|we make for ourselves...
{53764}{53781}we throw tantrums
{53781}{53831}when things don't go our way...
{53888}{53891}hey.
{53915}{53932}she doesn't hear me.
{54006}{54011}what?
{54011}{54044}she doesn't even hear me when i talk.
{54140}{54174}she will if you make her.
{54298}{54344}you fed the beast, didn't you?
{54416}{54421}twice.
{54629}{54646}i'll see you later.
{54687}{54706}bye.
{54828}{54912}we whisper secrets| withour friends in the dark...
{54991}{55035}meredith came to saw me today.
{55056}{55114}hmm. poor baby.
{55114}{55135}poor thing.
{55181}{55202}her father left, you know?
{55277}{55322}i think she knows about us, ellis.
{55341}{55375}i think she's figured it out.
{55387}{55428}she's 5 years old,richard.
{55480}{55495}we look for comfort
{55495}{55533}where we can find it...
{55696}{55713}this seat taken?
{55773}{55799}i guess not.
{55814}{55831}double scotch,
{55847}{55866}single malt.
{55984}{56003}you look sad.
{56195}{56212}i just saw my father
{56212}{56260}for the first time in 20 years.
{56279}{56308}how'd that go?
{56327}{56344}it coulda gone better.
{56487}{56509}what are you still doing here?
{56607}{56665}i'm hoping addison shows up.
{56737}{56761}you're still in love with her?
{56794}{56945}you're still in love with him.
{56945}{56979}she won't show, you know?
{57001}{57015}no?
{57056}{57077}he's not the kind of guy
{57077}{57111}you leave if you can help it.
{57214}{57233}what if you're wrong?
{57298}{57331}what if, just this once,
{57389}{57418}life comes down on the side
{57418}{57468}of the dirty mistresses?
{57482}{57509}and we hope...
{57523}{57559}against all logic
{57569}{57624}against all experience.
{57960}{57969}like children...
{58008}{58053}we never give up hope.
{58204}{58219}come in.
{58633}{58717}i know i'm not|a world-renowned surgeon.
{58717}{58768}and i know i'm not a lot of things
{58794}{58837}that you've gone for in the past.
{58878}{58890}i know.
{58964}{59029}but...
{59029}{59048}i would never leave you.
{59149}{59175}i would never hurt you.
{59321}{59381}and i will never stop loving you.
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